Quinn poked his head around the partially open bathroom door, shouting over the steam and rush of water. âIâll check ya later, âround midnight.â
Lacy parted the opaque shower curtain, shouting over the surge of water. âNot again, Quinten. You just got in. I thought you were staying for dinner. Maxineâs coming over. When are you going to eat?â
Quinn chuckled deep in his throat. âChill, sis. Iâll grab a little somethinâ.â
She snatched the curtain shut. âYeah, but what?â she grumbled, her question full of cynicism. She worried about her twin brother, more than sheâd ever let on. The reality was, all they had was each other. And living in the heart of Harlem, New York, with its available drugs, rampant gang wars and random shootings, reiterated their oneness all the more. She also knew that no amount of haranguing would keep her brother off the street. The lure, the mystery, the danger and excitement, were his mistresses. He couldnât seem to get enough and kept going back for more. She knew Quinn had so much more to offer than just protection for local âbusinessmen.â If they could just get out of the neighborhood, he stood a chance of surviving. They stood a chance.
âLater! Tell Maxie Iâll catch her another time,â he called, shutting the door behind him.
Lacy threw up a silent prayer for her brotherâs safe return, a proven ritual of her deep spirituality. They had to get out of this neighborhood, she vowed again. Quinn had no desire to move, and sheâd promised herself sheâd never leave him behind. But maybe when he saw the duplex apartment sheâd found on the border of Greenwich Village heâd change his mind. The landlady was willing to hold the apartment for two more weeks. Thatâs all the time she needed to get the rest of the money. âTwo more weeks.â She sighed, shutting off the water. âJust two more weeks.â
Quinn sauntered down the semi-darkened avenue, assuming the rhythmic gait of the hood, his shoulder-length dreadlocks swinging to the hip-hop beat of his stride. Heâd opted to walk this balmy spring night in lieu of driving his black BMW 750i. He needed to see and feel the pulse of the street, from the boom boxes that blared the outrage of inner-city life to the sweet-funky smell of greasy fried chicken, shrimp lo mein and chopped barbecue that wafted from the every-other-corner fast-food joints, Caribbean roti shops and Hispanic bodegas.
By rote he gave the barest rise of his chin in a show of cool acknowledgment to the rows of regulars who sat, posed, slumped, leaned, stood and harmonized along the stretch of Malcolm X Boulevard. He checked his watch. Twenty minutes.
As he continued toward his destination he wondered if his mother was holed up in one of the numerous tenements with yet another dude. His teeth clenched reflexively at the vision. He hadnât laid eyes on his mother in more than ten years. Sheâd walked out on him and Lacy when they were only sixteen. âYaâll grown now,â sheâd said. âAnd can take care of yoâ selves. Itâs my time now.â Sheâd turned, walked out of the door and they hadnât seen or heard from her since.
Even now, after all those years, Quinn still felt that bottomless emptiness in the pit of his stomach that burned like old garbage in the cans that kept the homeless warm. He felt some irrational guilt, that his motherâs abandonment was somehow his fault. Heâd tried to fill the void with everything from hurt to anger. He tried to fill his need with the warmth and brotherhood of the street. But the emptiness persisted. Lacy, on the other hand, had turned to the familial nurturing of the church, and the healing force of the Lord.
Stopping in front of B.J.âs, the local bar, grill and everything in between, Quinn pushed open the scratched, blacked-out Plexiglas door and stepped into the smoke-filled room.
âWhatsup, brotherman?â greeted Turk, the bartender. âWhatcha tastinâ?â
âMy usual. Jack on the rocks.â Quinn slid onto the well-worn wooden stool and perused his surroundings. The place was packed as usual for a Friday night. Women in all their finery lounged in various vogue positions to catch the eyes of available men on the prowl, their perfumed bodies cutting through the stench of stale cigars, cigarettes and body heat.