Was Miranda here, then?She must be. He hadnât had time tothink about it. So this was theday, then, that heâ¦or theyâ¦hadmanaged to put off for so long.
And there she was, right in front of him, almost exactly the way Nick remembered herâthe way heâd glimpsed her two years ago, before making that very fast and very firm decision to pull back. There she was, stepping into the breach with her cheerful, elfin and slightly mischievous face, her calm, sweet voice, her practical attitude, her slim, almost tomboy build and her heart worn carelessly and innocently on her sleeve.
âHello, Nick,â she said.
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HE SAW her through the open doorway of Joshâs hospital room and stopped, his body dropping instantly into a silent, wary freeze, half-masked by the door itself, while he prayed she hadnât seen him.
Miranda Carlisle.
The name shouldnât mean so much to him after so long. It had been eight years since theyâd last seen each other. And if the intervening time since he and Miranda had studied medicine together provided a protective cushion, then surely his marriage to Anna should do so even more.
But my marriage is in so much troubleâ¦
Nick shut his eyes for a moment, not willing to face the thought. He could hear Annaâs murmuring voice as she sat in the chair beside Joshâs bed, just out of his line of sight. She had her usual barrage of almost obsessive questions and concerns. Mirandaâs replies sounded patient and cheerful and clear, but he doubted whether they would quieten Annaâs fears for long.
When he opened his eyes again, he saw Miranda scribbling some lines in Joshâs notes, her head bent a little to reveal the delicate shape of her neck and her elfin ears showing pale pink through her silky dark hair. She still wore it in that swinging ponytail he remembered, and it made her look young and vibrantly energetic, like a jazz dancer or the leader of a troop of Guides.
She was Joshâs doctor now. His new respiratory specialist, because the previous one, Dr McCubbin, had just retired. Anna was thrilled with Dr Carlisle, after Joshâs emergency admission yesterday, and had said so in her usual over-detailed, stress-filled way.
But Nick hadnât admitted to their past association, other than to say to Anna in passing, âWe went through medicine together. She worked bloody hard every step of the way. Iâm not surprised you think sheâs good.â
Good, and dangerous.
Dangerous?
He was shocked to recognise the fact, but he was in no doubt of it. If their brief, passionate past relationship was going to flare in his memory in such vivid colours every time he saw her, then he should steer clear of her in the future as much as he could. For the sake of his very shaky marriage. For the sake of politeness and professionalism. For the sake ofâ¦yeahâ¦a few things inside himself that it wouldnât be productive or relevant or safe at this point to confront, when there was so much else of more importance going on.
On paper, youâd think that avoiding Miranda Carlisle wouldnât be possible at all. Nickâs own son. His sonâs doctor. The scarily unstable nature of Joshâs asthma attacks. The relationship between Miranda and little Josh would definitely be ongoing.
But when Nick thought of the way Anna had been reacting to Joshâs illness since it had been diagnosed eleven months ago, he knew with his usual frustration and sinking heart that his wife would be only too happy if he kept out of the way and left all the questions, the emotions and the sacrifice to her.
Now, for example. She wouldnât be pleased to see him, wouldnât appreciate how much heâd shoved his schedule around at Royal Victoria Hospital in order to get here at this time of day.
He saw Miranda tuck Joshâs notes into the plastic pocket at the end of the bed. It looked as if she was leaving. He ducked quickly back against the corridor wall before heading into the nearest visitorâs toilet.
She hadnât seen him. Good. He would wait until she was certain to be goneâas a reconstructive surgeon who made these kinds of hospital rounds himself on a daily basis, he knew how to time these thingsâand then heâd go in to greet his wife and son.