âCould you take me on a tour of the inside of the house?â she asked brightly.
âI could,â the cowboy answered, but made no effort to follow through on her request.
âBut?â she asked.
She made him think of a stick of dynamite about to go off. He was about ten inches taller than she was, but a stick of dynamite didnât have to be very big to make a sizable impression.
Just who was this woman and what was she doing here? âI donât even know who you are.â
âIâm not dangerous, if thatâs what youâre thinking,â she told him.
As if he believed that.
Finnâs mouth curved ever so slightly, the left side more than the right. He wondered just how many men this woman had brought to their knees with that killer smile of hers.
âThereâs dangerous, and then thereâs dangerous,â he replied, his eyes never leaving hers.
She raised her chin just a little, doing her best to generate an air of innocence as she assured him, âIâm neither.â
âI donât know about that,â he said.
Prologue
There had to be more.
There just had to be more to life than this.
The haunting thought echoed over and over again in Constance Carmichaelâs brain as she sat in her fatherâs dining room, moving bits and pieces of chicken marsala around on her plate.
Her father was talking. But not to herâor even at her, as was his custom. This time his words were directed to someone on the other end of his state-of-the-art smartphone. From what she had pieced together, someone from one of his endless construction projects. Carmichael Construction Corporation, domiciled in Houston, Texas, had projects in different stages of completion throughout the country, and Calvin Carmichael thrived on the challenge of riding roughshod on all of his foremen.
The table in the dining room easily sat twenty. More if necessary. Tonight it only sat two, her father and her. She was here by mandate. Not that she didnât love her father, she did, but she had never been able to find a way to bond with himânot that she hadnât spent her whole life trying. But she had never been able to approach him and have him see her as something other than the ongoing disappointment he always made her feel that she was.
Calvin Carmichael didnât believe in pulling any punches.
Rather than sharing a warm family dinner, Connie had rarely felt more alone. She felt utterly isolatedâand distance was only part of the reason. Before the call came in, her father had insisted that she sit at one end of the table while he sat at the other.
âLike civilized people,â heâd told her.
He was at the head of the table and consequently, she was at the footâwith what felt like miles of distance between them.
If merely sharing a meal had been her fatherâs main objective, it could have been more easily attained than this elaborate command performance. Connie was aware of restaurants that were smaller than her fatherâs dining room. Sheâd grown up in this enormous house, but it had never felt like home to her.
She watched Fleming, her fatherâs butler, retreat out of the corner of her eye. It was no secret that Calvin Carmichael enjoyed with relish all the perks that his acquired wealth could buy, including not just a cook and a housekeeper but a genuine English butler, as well. The latterâs duties included serving dinner, even if the only one at the table was her father.
Connie sighed inwardly, wondering when she could safely take her leave. She knew that if her sigh was audible, her father would make note of it. Moreover, heâd grill her about it once his phone call was over, finding a way to make her feel guilty even if he was the one at fault.
Sitting here, toying with her food and watching her father, Connie felt a numbing malaise, a deadness spreading like insidious mold inside her. Surrounded by wealth, able to purchase and own any object her heart desired, no matter how extravagant, she found she desired nothing.
Because nothing made her happy.
She knew what she needed.
She needed to feel alive, to feel productive. She needed to accomplish something so that she could feel as if she finally, finally had a little of her fatherâs respect instead of always being on the receiving end of his thinly veiled contempt.
âYouâre not eating. I invited you for dinner, youâre not eating. Something wrong with your dinner?â
Connie looked up, startled. Her father had been on the phone for the past twenty minutes, but the slight shift in his tone made her realize that he had ended his conversation and had decided to find some reason to criticize her.