She hardly felt Dan lift her into the passenger seat. He stood in the open door.
âYou can get through this,â he said. âSqueeze my hands.â
She tried, but her body seemed to have no will of its own. It was as if her mind was imprisoned somewhere dark and terrifying.
âWeâll do it together.â He squeezed her fingers for a slow count of five and then relaxed.
After several moments of the gentle pressure to her hands, she was able to squeeze back. Her breaths became less shuddering, and she grew aware of her surroundings. The late afternoon sun poked through the clouds, outlining Danâs strong shoulders, and revealed his look of concern tinged with quiet confidence.
You can get through this.
She continued to breathe and squeeze until she could get the words out, a stumbling gush of details that made his face go from concerned to enraged.
âI am going to see that guy in prison if itâs the last thing I ever do on this planet.â
ONE
The sound exploded through the crowded street. Angela Gallagher screamed, jerking so violently she stepped wrong off the curb and sprawled onto the asphalt. Her purse flew out of her grip. On hands and knees, she struggled for breath, pulse thundering as her senses tried to right themselves.
The worker who had dropped the empty pallet went about his unloading, oblivious to the panic heâd caused in one out-of-control woman. âGet up,â she told herself furiously.
A hand grasped her elbow, a middle-aged man with salt-and-pepper hair and a wide face. He wore khakis and a plaid shirt. His eyes were flat, probing. âAre you all right?â
She swallowed a surge of panic. Not every stranger is dangerous. Youâre not in a war zone anymore. A deep breath in and out. âYes, thank you.â She forced a smile. âI wasnât watching my step.â
His hand lingered on her arm. âYou look lost. Visiting?â
Why did he want to know? Itâs called polite small talk. Paranoia. She could not get rid of it, no matter how hard she poured herself into Bible study or prayer.
âMeeting someone here at the wharf,â she said.
He stooped to help as she retrieved the spilled items from her purse. âBad time for that. During Beach Fest the whole town is nuts. Where were you supposed to meet?â
âOh, somewhere around here. Iâll find him. Thanks for your concern.â She gave him another smile and edged away, toward the vendors.
âI could help, if youâd like.â
âNo. No, thanks.â
He studied her face. A moment too long? âEnjoy your stay, Miss Gallagher,â he said softly, turning away into the crowd.
Goose bumps prickled her skin. One more look, soft and sly, and he was gone.
For a moment, she felt frozen, paralyzed. Her name. How had he known? Her brain slowly began to reboot. Her wallet. Heâd picked it up for her. It had probably fallen open and heâd read her driverâs license. What is the matter with you? she asked herself. He was a regular guy, offering help, and this was not wartime, not here.
A bead of sweat trickled down Angelaâs back, at odds with the chill ocean air. The press of the crowd overwhelmed her senses. She had not imagined when sheâd made the eight-hour drive from Coronado to Monterey that she would land in the middle of some sort of festival. Would she have come if she had known? No, her gut said. Yes, her heart corrected.
People walked along Fishermanâs Wharf, stopping at the craft booths and trailing down to the rocky shore to watch the kayakers and the whale-watching boats chugging through the choppy waters of Californiaâs central coast. The January cold pressed in; she gathered her jacket around her. Where was he? He was supposed to meet her under the balloon arch a half hour ago. Blowing on her fingers, she scanned the wharf again. Though sheâd never clapped eyes on Tank Guzman, she knew exactly what he would look like. His identical twin, Julio, had died in her arms from sniper bullets meant for her. Again Julioâs gentle face rose up in her mind, the sweet hopes heâd shared about a life with his girlfriend upon his return from Afghanistan, the easy banter that was a salve to the tension of the war.