Dear Reader,
Have you ever convinced yourself that you have correctly discerned Godâs will, only to realize that youâve let your emotions lead you to an erroneous conclusion? Too often our emotions get in the way of our faith. We hurt, so we think that God is punishing us. We fear, so we assume that God has abandoned us. We tire, so we worry that God has forgotten us. We covet, so we feel that God doesnât care about us.
Sometimes, hanging in and keeping on are more difficult for Christians than anything else, because we donât trust God to have our best interests at heart. As our heroine, Kylie, finds out, however, God will often rescue us even from ourselvesâif we let Him.
Do you need to be rescued from yourself? Remember that sometimes all God requires of us is that we hang in and keep on.
God bless.
âYouâre a long way from Miami, my friend,â newly sworn Deputy Sheriff Zach Clayton muttered to himself, surveying the small,? narrow office.
Disorganized and poorly arranged, with dust covering every conceivable surface, it hardly invited confidence. Apparently, his predecessor, Linden Diggers, hadnât filed anything in years. The best thing to do seemed to be to find some boxes in which to store all this detritus. Heâd clean as he went along, then rearrange later.
Turning, Zach walked back through the door and past the white sedan bearing the logo and symbol of the county sheriff. The sheriff had promised that the rattletrap would be replaced ânext year sometime.â
Zach hadnât mentioned that he didnât intend to stay long enough to see that happen. Heâd pass the year in Clayton, Colorado, as required by the terms of his grandfather Georgeâs will, but after that Zach would be ready to get back to his real life.
At least he prayed heâd be ready.
Plucking his mirrored sunshades from the chest pocket of his forest-green shirt with the Sheriffâs Department insignia at the top of each sleeve, Zach slid the glasses onto his face and adjusted the brim of his forest-green ball cap. His khaki pants boasted wide green stripes that ran down the outside of each leg from his waist to the tops of his black western boots.
The uniform felt strange. Heâd made detective his fourth year out of academy and had worn plain clothes ever since. Now here he stood in full regalia with a gun on his hip and a utility belt. Heâd never expected to wear a uniform again, but then, heâd never expected to return to his hometown either.
From sheer habit, Zach took stock of his surroundings, surveying for activity in the immediate area. Swathed in bunting and American flags in honor of the upcoming Independence Day celebration, the downtown square seemed deserted, despite the two dozen or so cars in the small parking lot to the east of the familiar white clapboard church in the southwest corner of the greensward. Sweeping his gaze across the green, Zach saw that the gazebo, playground and picnic tables remained empty. Across the way, the parking spaces all stood empty in front of the pharmacy, the grocery, and the Cowboy Café diner. Even the Hair Today beauty parlor looked abandoned.
Zach turned his attention to Railroad Street, the townâs main avenue, which ran east and west. A fat, red hen leisurely strolled beneath the only traffic light in town. Crossing Railroad, it wandered right down the middle of Eagle Street toward him. That meandering fowl seemed quintessential Clayton, Colorado. With a population around nine hundred, the whole townâwhich had been founded by his great-grandfather, Jimâwasnât much bigger than a good-size chicken coop and about as exciting.
Shaking his head, Zach moved past his black Jeep Wrangler, intending to snag a few boxes from the grocery. As he crossed the street, he caught movement from the corner of his eye. Halting, he turned his head just enough to get a full view. His brown eyebrows went up, arching over the gold rims of his sunshades, as he registered the sight before him.
A bride, white veil flowing out behind her, long skirt belling, ran toward him from the vicinity of the church, bouquet in hand. Zach dipped his chin and pushed down the dark glasses, peering over the rim, just to be certain that the altitude wasnât playing tricks with his sight.
Hot on her heels ran none other than his old nemesis and cousin, Vincent Clayton, dressed in a cheap black suit. Behind him trundled a stocky middle-aged fellow in a tuxedo. Instinctively, Zach strode forward just as Vincent caught up with the bride at the edge of the greensward. Zach didnât know what was going on, but he did know what a bully Vincent was, and the badge pinned to his shirt gave him all the authority he needed to intervene. Smiling grimly, he prepared to perform his first official act as deputy sheriff.