âWhy are you on the rodeo circuit if you love ranch work so much?â
Joelâs hand closed over hers. âIt seems contradictory, doesnât it?â
April couldnât concentrate on what he said. Her mind focused on where his hand surrounded hers. As hard as she tried to understand, her mind had gone on overload. âUh, yes.â
His gaze locked with hers and he slowly lowered his head toward her.
The screen door slammed, bursting the bubble surrounding them. The boys stood on the porch.
âCould you come inside and say good-night, Mr. Joel, before you leave?â Saved by a screen door. Her heart beat so hard she thought it would jump out of her chest.
His gaze didnât move from her face for several moments. He broke the connection and looked at the boys. âOf course Iâll come in and say good-night.â
He leaned down and whispered, âIâll be back.â
April watched as her boys waited on Joel. It stole her breath. They were so eager to have a manâs time and attention.
But what would the boys do when Joel was gone?
This book has been a journey for me. I want to thank the editors at Love Inspired for their help and support, particularly my editor, Shana Asaro. Her guidance has been invaluable. And I want to thank Dr. Nandita Rao, the nurses and technicians at Texan Oncology for their support and wonderful smiles while I was going through chemotherapy.
And my Sunday School class, the ladies in my Bible study, and my family and friends who brought meals. I did not go through this cancer alone.
Chapter One
âMom, Mom,â six-year-old Todd yelled, the back screen door slamming against its frame. The sound of little cowboy boots pounded through the kitchen and down the hall. âWhere are you, Mom?â
âIâm in the office,â April Landers answered.
The screen slammed again, followed by another set of small boot falls. April winced, hoping the boys didnât wake their younger sister from her nap.
Breathless, Todd appeared in the doorway. âWes told me no one born in February could be a cowboy. Only boys born in June could be cowboys. Thatâs not true, is it?â
Eight-year-old Wes appeared behind his brother, a smirk on his face. Aprilâs brow arched as her gaze engaged her older son. His grin disappeared.
âI can be a cowboy, too, canât I?â Todd pleaded.
âOpa and your cousin Chad have birthdays in February. Werenât they cowboys?â
Toddâs frown disappeared and his eyes widened. âYes.â He turned to his brother and stuck out his tongue.
Wesâs expression went from somber to a grin. He shrugged.
âHa, youâre wrong. I can be a cowboy, too.â Todd stomped back down the hall.
Wes turned to follow his brother.
âStop, young man.â
Wes halted, his shoulders hunching.
April pushed away from the antique desk. âCome here.â
He looked up and she motioned her son to her side. Wes dragged his feet as if going to an execution and stopped when he got to her knees. He refused to raise his head.
âWes, look at me.â
Her son slowly raised his head.
âWhy did you tell your brother he couldnât be a cowboy?â
He shrugged his shoulders, kicking an imaginary piece of dirt on the floor.
April sighed. She knew her boys missed Opaâtheir grandfather Vernonâwho had died last September. âDo you think Opa wouldâve liked you telling that story to your brother?â
He hung his head. âNo. He wouldnât have liked it.â
âI didnât like it, either. Iâm disappointed with you.â
Wesâs lips pursed.
âCome closer.â
He moved and April drew him into her arms and hugged him. All sorts of emotions bounced around her chest.
The boys needed a male figure in their lives to help and guide them since Opaâs death. Their father had died in an oil platform accident over three years ago. Aprilâs own father couldnât fill the role, since he still worked on an oil platform out in the Gulf. He was the manager and only made it back to shore once every six months.