A Convenient Wedding
With a baby on the way, a toddler son to care for and a run-down farm, Amish widow Rebekah Burkholder is worried for her familyâs future. So when a kind, hardworking Amish widower with three children proposes marriage for sensible reasons, Rebekah accepts. Sheâll oversee Joshua Stoltzfusâs household, be a loving mother to his children and try to reach his rebellious teenager. Joshua will make a wonderful father to her young son and the little one soon to be born. But as Rebekah unexpectedly falls for her new husband, dare she hope that Joshua will reopen his heart to love, too?
âWill you marry me, Rebekah?â Joshua asked.
âBut why?â Her cheeks turned to fire as she added, âThat sounded awful. Iâm sorry. The truth is youâve always been a gut friend, Joshua, which is why I feel I can be blunt.â
âIf we canât speak honestly now, I canât imagine when we could.â
âThen I will honestly say I donât understand why youâd ask me to m-m-marry you.â She hated how she stumbled over the simple word.
No, it wasnât simple. There was nothing simple about Joshua Stoltzfus appearing at her door to ask her to become his wife.
âBecause we could help each other. Isnât that what a husband and wife are? Helpmeets?â He cleared his throat. âI would rather marry a woman I know and respect as a friend. Weâve both married once for love, and weâve both lost the one we love. Is it wrong to be more practical this time?â
Every inch of her wanted to shout, âJa!â But his words made sense.
Sheâd been blinded by love once. How much better would it be to marry with her eyes wide open?
Sheâd be a fool not to agree immediately.
JO ANN BROWN has always loved stories with happy-ever-after endings. A former military officer, she is thrilled to have the chance to write stories about people falling in love. She is also a photographer, and she travels with her husband of more than thirty years to places where she can snap pictures. They live in Nevada with three children and a spoiled cat. Drop her a note at joannbrownbooks.com.
Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.
âJoshua 1:9
For Linda Parisi
A dear friend who always makes me smile just thinking of her
Chapter One
Paradise Springs
Lancaster County, Pennsylvania
The rainy summer afternoon was as dismal as the hearts of those who had gathered at the cemetery. Most of the mourners were walking back to their buggies, umbrellas over their heads like a parade of black mushrooms. The cemetery with its identical stones set in almost straight lines on the neatly trimmed grass was edged by a worn wooden rail fence. The branches on a single ancient tree on the far side of the cemetery rocked with the wind that lashed rain on the few people remaining by the newly covered grave.
Rebekah Burkholder knew she should leave the Stoltzfus family in private to mourn their loss, but she remained to say a silent prayer over the fresh earth. Rose Mast Stoltzfus had been her first cousin, and as kinder theyâd spent hours together every week doing their chores and exploring the fields, hills and creeks near their familiesâ farms. Now Rose, two years younger than Rebekah, was dead from a horrific asthma attack at twenty-four.
The whole Stoltzfus family encircled the grave where a stone would be placed in a few weeks. Taking a step back, Rebekah tightened her hold on both her sonâs hand and her umbrella that danced in the fickle wind. Sammy, who would be three in a few months, watched everything with two fingers stuck in his mouth. She knew that over the next few days she would be bombarded with questionsâas she had been when his daed died. She hoped sheâd be better prepared to answer this time. At least she could tell him the truth rather than skirt it because she didnât want him ever to know what sort of man his daed had been.
âItâs time to go, Sammy,â she said in little more than a whisper when he didnât move.
âSay bye-bye?â He looked up at her with his large blue eyes that were his sole legacy from her. He had Lloydâs black hair and apple-round cheeks instead of the red curls she kept restrained beneath her kapp and the freckles scattered across her nose and cheeks.
âJa.â She bent to hug him, shifting so her expanding belly didnât bump her son. Lloyd hadnât known about his second kind because heâd died before she was certain she was pregnant again. âWe have said bye-bye.â
âGo bye-bye?â
Her indulgent smile felt out of place at the graveside. Yet, as he had throughout his young life, her son gave her courage and a reason to go on.