The Doctorâs Wounded Heart
Union Army physician Evan Mackay runs his ward of the Baltimore military hospital with tremendous skill but no warmth. He will do his duty by the Confederate soldiers in his care, but sympathy and tenderness left him after the death of his brother, a Federal soldier. So why canât he stop himself from warming to his beautiful, compassionate, unapologetically Southern nurse?
Two years of war have shown Emily Davis that the men on both sides of the war need all the comfort and care they can get. And that includes a stubborn, prickly Scottish doctor. As Evan opens his heart to Emily, she can only hope heâll let her fill it with forgivenessâ¦and love.
âIn these past two weeks I have come to believe that you are different.â
Emily didnât know what to say to that. More than anything, she hoped he would see her for the woman she was. But all he saw was a potential Unionist.
âThank you for your assistance,â she said.
She filled a cup, intent on carrying it to the first soldier she found awake. Dr. Mackay thought the water was for him. His long fingers brushed hers as he took it. Emily felt a shiver travel straight up her arm.
âThank you,â he said. âYou have always been very kind.â
Something significant passed between them in that moment. So much so that Emily once again had difficulty breathing. She felt as though the real Evan Mackay was standing before her, the honorable, gifted physician who had served God and humanity before distrust and disgust had darkened his heart.
She did not break his gaze. âI am praying for you, Evan.â
He gave her hand a quick yet gentle squeeze; then he moved for the door. Emily felt the warmth of his touch long after he had exited the ward.
Chapter One
Baltimore, Maryland
1863
Emily Elizabeth Davis stood in the dark, narrow corridor between the hospital wards and prayed for strength. Weary as she was, she wanted to remain strong for the sake of her friend and fellow nurse, Sally Hastings. The poor woman had given way to tears. Emily couldnât blame her. She was near tears herself.
For days now the wounded soldiers had been arriving, thousands of them, train after train, crammed in like cattle. They were dying of thirst, of infection and despair. When word reached Baltimore that General Leeâs forces had met the Army of the Potomac in the farm fields of Pennsylvania, the entire city held its breath. Would Maryland soon behold her sons in liberating glory or by the horrors of the casualty lists? For a state divided between Federal and Confederate sympathies, it turned out to be both.
Emily and the other nurses had anticipated the soldiersâ arrival, but it didnât make caring for them any less painful.
âI thought I could do this,â Sally cried, âbut I donât think I can.â
This was not the first time the pair had nursed wounded men. Following the battle of Antietam, one year earlier, they had gone down to the office of the U.S. Christian Commission and volunteered. They were subsequently placed in the Westâs Buildings, a cotton warehouse on Pratt Street that had been converted to a U.S. Army General Hospital. Emily and Sally had cared for scores of bleeding men, Confederate and Federal alike, but this time the task was more difficult. The men they presently nursed were their own schoolmates and neighbors.
The members of the Maryland Guard, once so dashing in their butternut uniforms, now occupied these bleak, crowded rooms. Although Baltimore was their home, the Confederate men were held by armed guards, deemed prisoners of war.
Sally wept upon her shoulder. âFirst Stephen...now this...â
Sallyâs brother, Captain Stephen Hastings, had been listed as missing in the great battle at Gettysburg, and, only moments ago, the man she hoped to one day marry had lost his left arm.
âOh, Em, I am absolutely wicked.â
âNo, you are not,â Emily said gently. âWhy ever would you say such a thing?â
âWhen the stewards returned Edward to his bed, all I could think of was, âHe will never waltz with me again.ââ