âYou couldnât trust me completely then, and I cannot trust you now. And that is why you will never be my wife.â
Well, sheâd asked for it, Grace told herself unhappily.
âSo thatâs it,â she said drearily. âThatâs all there is to say.â
âNot entirely.â Constantine surprised her by coming back swiftly. âThe question is, where do we go from here?â
âGo? Is there anywhere to go?â
âOf course.â He sounded stunned that she should have doubted it.
âButâbut you donât love me. You donât trust me. So what basis do we have for any sort of relationship?â
âThe perfect basis for the kind of relationship I have in mind.â
IT HAD begun with a knock at the door.
Such a simple thing and yet it had changed Graceâs life for ever. It had taken her happiness, her dreams of a future, and ripped them into tiny shreds. And as a result, even now, two years later, she still had to nerve herself to answer any summons from someone on the outside of the house.
âGracie, sweetie!â Ivanâs voice reached her from the kitchen, where he was busy creating his own devilishly intoxicating version of a fruit punch. âAre you going to answer that or just stand and stare at the door all day?â
âOf course I am!â
She hadnât even been aware that that was what she had been doing, Grace realised as, with a fierce little mental shake, she pushed herself into action. It was stupid to react in this way. After all, it was fully twenty-four months since that appalling day. This wasnât her fatherâs house, the place she had used to call home, but the elegant Victorian building where Ivan had the ground-floor flat. And nothing could be more different from the careful preparations for the elaborate society wedding of the past than the casual, noisily crowded atmosphere of the party her friend was giving to celebrate his thirtieth birthday.
âI didnât know we were expecting anyone else!â she tossed over her shoulder, using laughter to disguise the irrational uncertainty that still clutched at her stomach as she hurried to answer a second imperious knock at the door. âJust how many people have you invited? The place is bursting at the seams already.â
âA party isnât a party until you donât have room to breathe!â
Grace barely heard Ivanâs response. Joking hadnât helped. If anything, the crazy feeling of apprehension had grown worse. She felt like some nervous cat, scenting the approach of an aggressive intruder into its territory, every fine blonde hair lifting at the back of her neck, her soft grey eyes clouded and shadowy.
Lightning couldnât strike twice! she told herself. At least not the sort of lightning she had in mind.
White teeth digging sharply into the softness of her lower lip, she dragged in a deep, fortifying breath before grasping the handle firmly and pulling at the door.
It came open far more swiftly than she had anticipated, flying back towards her with a force that almost knocked her off balance, so that she staggered slightly, struggling to keep upright.
âSteadyâ¦â
A deep, drawling voice, rich as honeyed cream, was the first thing she registered. Then two other facts hit home at the same time, with the force of a devastating blow in the pit of her stomach.
Two frighteningly significant facts. Two disturbingly familiar and shockingly vividly remembered details about the man before her that made her thoughts reel, her head spinning sickeningly.
Deep, dark eyes. Eyes black as jet, and every bit as hard. Their stunning colour and blazing intensity had been etched into her memory long ago, impossible to erase. And that sensual voice, exotically accented, seemed to coil around her nerves, tightening and twisting them until they screamed.
Other images bombarded her. Smooth olive-toned skin, a strong jaw, a beautiful mouth with a surprisingly full lower lip. Hair black as a ravenâs wing, cropped uncompromisingly short in order to subdue a rebellious tendency to curl. Suddenly it was as if some cruel hand had reached out from the past, snatching hold of her and dragging her back into the tumult of emotions she had experienced then.
âAre you all right?â
Strong hands had fastened over her arms, supporting her, and only when she was secure on her feet did the tall, dark man actually look into her face.
âYou!â he said sharply, his expression changing instantly from one of concern to a look of pure contempt that seared over Graceâs already rawly sensitive skin. âI didnât recognise you, looking like that.â
Every vital function in her body seemed to have shut down in shock. She had to tell herself to breathe, her heart to beat. Lightning could strike twice, it seemed. Certainly Greek lightning could. Because the force of the most violent electrical storm had always been the effect that this man had had on her.