The satisfaction of a tight grouping in the ten ring on her shooting qualification was fading as Alexandra Forsythe sat cleaning her new Glock on her grandfatherâs front porch.
Charles Bennington Forsythe was rarely jittery. That he was now acting as if heâd been mainlining double espressos for hours was a fact not lost on his granddaughter. When he resorted to pacing the farmhouse porch, she couldnât hold back any longer.
âG.C.?â
Alexandra Forsythe used the nickname with affection and concern. As a child sheâd made it up for this beloved man, who was more a father to her than her real one had been, even before his untimely death. âGrandfatherâ had seemed too distant, and âCharlesâ far too lacking in respect. The fact that G.C., her shortening of Grandfather Charles, had made her mother wince was merely a side benefit.
He kept pacing as if sheâd not spoken, which began to make her jittery in turn. Normally she would not push him, having learned in her years as a forensic scientist for the FBI that patience usually paid off. But this was so uncharacteristic of him that she found she couldnât just ignore his mood.
The afternoon breeze swirled her hair, and she shoved red-gold curls back from her face. Determined now, she quickly finished up on the Glock, put it back in the case, then got up from the cushioned wicker chair that sat near the porch railing. She leaned forward onto the rail, taking in the expansive view of Forsythe Farms.
This was the place she loved most, the place she considered home, and of late the only place she found peace. But peace was obviously not within her grandfatherâs grasp this afternoon, and neither, apparently, was patience within hers. Not when G.C. was this edgy.
âYou have two choices,â she said without preamble. âYou can either tell me whatâs chewing on you or I can go saddle Twill and he can beat it out of you.â
Sheâd finally gotten his attention. He turned to look at her, one corner of his mouth quirking.
âSo, youâd like to see your old grandfather groveling in the mud, would you?â
As she knew from personal experience, the big bay hunter was a handful, by turns all heart or all contrariness as the spirit moved him on any given day. But her grandfather had been a horseman for decades, and there were few he couldnât handle.
âAs if even Twill would have the nerve to toss you,â she said, in exaggerated outrage.
He gave her that smile that had always made her feel as if she could conquer the world. âOnly because youâve taught him to trust.â
âTrue. Now, if I could only get you to trust me with whatever it is thatâs bothering you,â she said, looking at him steadily.
Her grandfather sighed. âI trust you,â he said. âYou know that I always have.â
âBut?â
âIâm not sure that whatâs bothering me matters after all these years.â
She studied his face for a moment, saw the troubled look in his eyes and the furrow between silver brows that matched his still-thick mane of hair.
âIt matters to you,â she said softly. âSo it matters to me.â
His expression softened. âInside with you, then. Iâll tell you over lunch.â
Their weekly lunch was a tradition Alex worked hard to maintain whenever she was at home. Sheâd gone through thinking she was going to lose her grandfather once before, and the awareness that he wasnât getting any younger rarely left her mind. She didnât like thinking about it, but there it was.
The only thing she thought about more was Justin. And that in itself bothered her. She wasnât sure how she felt about her fellow FBI agent, wasnât sure she wanted to feel about him at all. That heâd already assumed such importance in her mind was disconcerting enough.
But she couldnât deny she was tremendously attracted to him; he was good-looking without being pretty, confident without being cocky, and smart without being a smart-ass. He also seemed determined to make their relationship exclusive, and she didnât know if she was ready for that. She wished she could get him out of her head, at least for a while.
As was his wont, G.C. flipped on the noon news for background as they ate. No new disasters had struck the world, no one they knew had died, and the stock market had held steady. Alex had hopes this would cheer him, but then a clip of a politician flinging some charges G.C. strongly disagreed with set him off on a rant.
âHeâs an idiot. Most of them are, anymore. Hasnât been a decent senator elected since Marion,â he muttered as long-time cook and housekeeper Sylvia Barrett set bowls of her homemade sorbet in front of them.