âYouâre to become a holy sister, Lady Elizabeth?â Prince William asked in a slow, drawling voice. âAre you certain thatâs your destiny?â
She looked up at that, startled. Merciful Saint Anne, he had the most wicked eyes sheâd ever seen. All the bloody saints of Christendom! She didnât want those dark, unsettling eyes on her. You could almost drown in them. If you were a susceptible female, which she certainly was not.
âAccompany me to my room, Lady Elizabeth,â he said suddenly, not waiting for her reply.
âIâd be happy to find you a comely serving wenchââ she began.
âCome, my lady,â he said, his voice brooking no opposition.
The torches cast a flickering light over the darkened hallway outside his rooms. There was no one to rescue her, nothing but her own wit to set her free from the murderous prince. Maybe sheâd become another of the dark princeâs victims, making her way straight to sainthood, skipping the convent altogether.
His grin was slow, wicked, dangerous. He put his hands on her bare shoulders and started to draw her closer. âIf I werenât atoning for my sins Iâd be sorely tempted to drag you into my chamber and commit a great many more.â She couldnât move, so she simply closed her eyes as he brought her closer, and his lips settled on herâ¦forehead. Then he let her go, turned and disappeared into his room.
Not even good enough for a desperate lecher, she thought, the feel of his mouth on her forehead, taunting her.
Elizabeth of Bredon strode through the great hall of her fatherâs castle, keeping her pace determined and her chin high. Her heavy skirts flapped around her long legs, her unfortunate red hair was already escaping from the thin gold circlet that kept it in place, and her mood was far from hospitable. Prince Williamâs men were even more disgusting than the usual members of his benighted sex, and sheâd already had to rescue two serving wenches and a scullery boy from their determined lechery. And she hadnât yet come face-to-face with the notorious princeling himself. Probably off despoiling her fatherâs dairymaids. Or perhaps the cows themselves.
One more night, Elizabeth reminded herself, and then the safety of the household would no longer be her responsibility. The journey to the Shrine of Saint Anne was a mercifully brief oneâno more than two nights on the roadâand then sheâd be free of men and their ignominious appetites for the rest of her life.
Well, perhaps not, she reminded herself, glancing at the huddled group of monks in the corner. The holy brothers didnât appear to be much better than Prince Williamâs roistering knights, though so far theyâd stayed away from the serving women and the livestock. There were six of them, ranging in age from a youth too young to shave to an ancient who moved with such slowness and pain that Elizabeth itched to try one of her herbal remedies on him. It had helped the complaints of Gertrude, the elderly laundress, and she had little doubt that it would ease the old monk. Little doubt heâd refuse to take anything from her hands, as well. In her experience men were unlikely to listen to her.
The remaining monks were in no way remarkable. Two of them were pale, soft, and ordinary enough. One seemed young and strong, clearly new to his vocation and the limits imposed by it. Only the sixth seemed the epitome of quiet, chaste brotherhood, from his demure, downcast blue eyes, his glossy blond curls and his soft, almost feminine mouth. Heâd smiled at her earlier, the sweetest smile imaginable, and if thereâd been men like him around, men not promised to other women or the church, then she might have reconsidered her long thought-out plans.
Ah, but that would have been a mistake. No matter how gentle, how pretty a smile or how soft a glance, once men became husbands, women became chattel. It was the way of the world and always had been, and Elizabeth was too wise to waste her energy railing against preordained fate. She merely intended to avoid it. She had no intention of devoting herself to a brief life of producing babies and dying from the effort as her mother had. She wanted solitude, strength and power, and a convent could provide just that for a woman unsuited to married life.
Still, Brother Matthew had a very pretty smile, one that almost made her rethink her decision. She had no use for men, but children were a different matter. And children with Brother Matthewâs sweet expression would be wonderful indeed.
âDaughter!â Baron Osbert bellowed from across the hall, and Elizabeth slowed her pace out of habit. The herbal concoction sheâd discovered and slipped into her fatherâs wine may have dampened his carnal appetites, but it did little for his choleric disposition. Her only defense was to take her time, which helped convince her father of the imbecility of females in general and his only daughter in particular.