SUSAN CARLISLEâs love affair with books began when she made a bad grade in maths in the sixth grade. Not allowed to watch TV until sheâd brought the grade up, she filled her time with books and became a voracious romance reader. She still has âkeepersâ on the shelf to prove it. Because she loved the genre so much she decided to try her hand at creating her own romantic worlds. She still loves a good happily-ever-after story.
When not writing Susan doubles as a high school substitute teacher, which she has been doing for sixteen years. Susan lives in Georgia with her husband of twenty-eight years and has four grown children. She loves castles, travelling, cross-stitching, hats, James Bond and hearing from her readers.
A number of years ago my mother and I visited Australia. It was a beautiful and amazing country and I fell in love with it. I often speak of my visit to this day. When I was asked to join a group of world-class authors in writing the Midwives On-Call continuity, which was to be set in Australia, I jumped at the chance.
Ryan and Phoebeâs story is set in Melbourneâone of the many places I had the pleasure of visiting. While in the area, my mother and I drove to the coast. On our way we visited a farm with a café much as Ryan and Phoebe do. We also went to see the Little Penguins come home. Itâs one of the most memorable things Iâve ever done. Like my characters, I had a lesson on what even the smallest of animals will do to take care of their young.
Iâd be remiss if I didnât thank Fiona Lowe, one of my sister authors, who helped meâalong with making me laughâto work out the differences between the way Aussies and Americans speak. She was also wonderful in answering my questions about the area around Melbourne.
I hope you enjoy reading Ryan and Phoebeâs love story. I like to hear from my readers. You can reach me at SusanCarlisle.com
Susan
WHAT AM I doing here? Phoebe Taylor asked herself for the hundredth time, pulling her light coat closer. She could no longer get it to meet in the middle. Bowing her head against a gust of Melbourne, Australia, wind, she walked on. It would rain soon.
She looked at the name on the street sign. Morris Lane. This was the correct place. Phoebe didnât even have to check the paper in her hand that was shoved into her pocket. She had it memorized. Sheâd read it often during the past few weeks.
When had she turned into such a pathetic and needy person?
It had happened slowly, over the last eight months as her middle had expanded. Sheâd always heard that a baby changed you. Sheâd had no idea how true those words were until it had happened to her. She was even more fearful of the changes she faced in the weeks ahead. The fact sheâd be handling them all on her own, had no one to rely on, frightened her.
She started down the cobblestone street lined with town houses. Joshua had written that if she needed anything she could contact Ryan Matthews. But who was she to him? An old army buddyâs wife. People said those types of things all the time but few meant them. But she had no one else to turn to. There were teachers she worked with, but they all had their own lives, husbands and children. They didnât have time to hold her hand. There were plenty of acquaintances but none that she would call on. Sheâd take this chance because Joshua had said to. And this was Joshuaâs baby.
But would this guy Ryan help her? Be there for her during the delivery afterwards? Take Joshuaâs place at the birthing suite? Yeah, right. She didnât see any man agreeing to that job. Who took on someone elseâs widow and unborn child? She could never ask that of him. Would she want to? She didnât know this man outside of Joshua saying he was an upstanding mate.
When the walls of reality had started closing in on her and panic had arrived, sheâd been unable to think of where to turn. Joshuaâs letter had called to her. Seemed to offer her salvation. Phoebe inhaled and released a breath. Sheâd come this far. She wouldnât turn back now. What was the worst Ryan Matthews could do? Send her away? Act like heâd never heard of her?
What she was sure of was she didnât want to feel alone anymore. She wanted someone to lean on. Be near a person who had a connection to Joshua. Hear a story or two that she could tell her son or daughter about their father. Joshua and Ryan had been brothers in arms. Been there for each other. Joshua had assured her in his last letter seven months ago that if she needed anything, anything, Ryan was the person to find. Desperate, she was going to his house to see if that was true.
Phoebe located the house number. It was painted above the door in black against the white frame of the Victorian house. The car traveling down the street drew her attention for a second. She pulled the paper out and looked at the address again, then at the entrance once more. Studying the steps to the door, she hesitated. Now she was stalling.