AMISH COUNTRY REFUGE
When an unknown assailant attacks Sarah Gardner shortly after she moves to Apple Creek, she doesnât know which of her fears has come true. Is someone trying to tell her that meddling strangers arenât welcome in this tight-knit Amish community, or has her abusive ex-boyfriend found her? The social worker doesnât want to run again, not when sheâs finally putting down roots. But she may not have a choice, unless deputy sheriff Nick Jennings can protect her. The former army ranger knows that Sarah has secretsâ¦and women with secrets only bring heartache. But serving the community is Nickâs job, and he canât turn away a woman in perilâespecially when he canât imagine a future without her.
âWhat brought you out here this morning, Deputy Jennings?â
She emphasized his title, as if it were a bad thing. âDid your sister talk to you?â
He cleared his throat then walked over to the railing and leaned back on it, so that they were almost back-to-back. He turned his head to study her serious profile. It was as if she didnât want to make eye contact. âItâs not what you think. My sister always respects doctor-patient confidentiality.â
âBut you suspected something more was going on than a rock through a church window?â
Nick let the silence stretch between them. A gust of wind rustled up and bent the cornstalks growing in the fields next to her house.
Sarah ran a hand down her long ponytail and shifted to face him, a serious expression in her bright blue eyes. âIâm afraid heâs found me.â
ALISON STONE lives with her husband of more than twenty years and their four children in Western New York. Besides writing, Alison keeps busy volunteering at her childrenâs schools, driving her girls to dance and watching her boys race motocross. Alison loves to hear from her readers at [email protected]. For more information please visit her website, alisonstone.com. Sheâs also chatty on Twitter, @alison_stone. Find her on Facebook at Facebook.com/alisonstoneauthor.
But when I am afraid, I will put my trust in You.
âPsalms 56:3
To my daughter Kelsey. You are smart, kind and beautiful. You work hard to reach your goals, yet take everything in stride. This ability amazes me and will take you far in life.
I am so proud of you. I love you.
And to Scott, Scotty, Alex and Leah.
Love you guys, always and forever.
ONE
Sarah Gardner never thought a masterâs degree in social work would mean sheâd be sweeping the floor of the basement meeting room of the Apple Creek Community Church on a Sunday evening. No, she had thought sheâd have her own office in a hospital or a private clinic, a family and maybe even a child by now.
But when Sarah was a promising young college student, she couldnât imagine the things her life would be lacking at the ripe old age of thirty. No decent job, no car, no close friends. All in an effort to maintain a low profile for fear her ex-boyfriend would find her.
Yes, her life was a mess because sheâd chosen the wrong guy to date. She swept a little more vigorously than necessary, sending a cloud of dust into the air, making her cough.
A loud slam made Sarah jump. She spun around to find Mary Ruth Beiler with her hand on the closet door and an apologetic look on her face. Sometimes Sarah envied the young Amish girl who seemed to have her entire life mapped out for her in the insular Amish community of Apple Creek, New York. Mary Ruthâs options had been pruned to the point that she didnât have much room to make bad choices.
But not having choices didnât mean freedom.
Sarah knew as much.
âSarah,â Mary Ruth said in a soft voice, âI put the folding chairs in the closet. Is there anything else you need help with before I go?â
âI think weâre set.â Sarah wanted to make a few notes from the group meeting tonight before her thoughts slipped away, much like the wisps of dreams from her childhood that vanished when she opened her eyes after a fitful nightâs sleep.
Sarah had set up a group meeting for primarily Amish youth, whose parents would rather they be attending the Sunday evening singings. But holding the meeting the same night as the bimonthly Sunday singings gave the teens an excuse to leave home without explaining where they were heading. They came to discuss the dangers of drinking and drugsâfor some a reality, for others merely a temptationâand other worldly concerns. Sarah suspected some of their parents knew where their sons and daughters were really going and only pretended their offspring were enjoying the singings with hopes that soon they would be back within the fold. Other parents flat out forbade their children from associating with this Englischer who was surely giving them worldly ideas.
But if these same Amish parents knew the trouble their precious children were flirting with, they might remember Sarah in their prayers instead of regarding the outsider with a sideways glance and a cold shoulder.