Colorado Mountains
Summer, Morning
Since her fall in the National Finals Rodeo, pain had been a daily enemy. Calli Torcher hesitated at the top of the steep stairs from her attic bedroom to the first floor, took a breath, braced a hand against the wall and gritted her teeth at the prospect of pain. No matter how carefully she set her feet, sheâd jar herself, then stop and pant through the agony. Or she might fall and end up in the hospital. Again.
Recovering from a broken pelvis took time. The bad dreams that peppered her sleep didnât help matters. Sheâd dreamt of people lost in a winter blizzard. Cries for help. Short notes of doom from a clock gong or the ranchâs iron triangle or a sirenâ¦
She shook her head to clear her mind and concentrate on navigating the stairs. It happened the third stair from the top, just a tiny misstep and she was leaning against the wall, trying to shut out waves of agony. When she recovered, she went on and made it to the ground floor with no other problems.
As she rested against the wall at the bottom landing, she wondered if she should ask her dad if she could use the downstairs storeroom as a bedroom until she fully healed. But things hadnât been right between her and her father for months, ever since sheâd fallen and lost the barrel-racing championship, ending her career at twenty-five.
That was the past. She couldâand wouldâstill train horses, take a more active role in the ranch now that she wasnât on the road all the time, traveling the rodeo circuit.
Her nose twitched at the smell of strong coffee and frying bacon. Dad was up and fixing his own breakfast. Since heâd started without her, she decided sheâd get some air, clear the images and sounds of the dreamâthe string of bad dreamsâfrom her head and replace them with the beauty of the Rocking Bar T Ranch in their mountain valley.
Calli limped to the corral, breathing deeply, feeling the tingle of the breeze on her face, the softness of worn flannel and denim from her shirt and jeans on her skin. The ball of the sun shot yellow streaks of light into the sky.
She reached the corral fence and leaned against it, breathing fast, still weak from her last surgery. Still, if she continued to work hard, in another few months sheâd be able to start training horses.
No whicker of greeting came from her gelding. Calli whistled. Nothing. He always greeted her. A twinge of alarm ruptured her calm. âSpark! Spark, here!â She called as if her horse was a young, heedless colt.
Her dad strode up, a lean tough man with a weathered face and hard lines carved from the rigors of cattle ranching. He leaned on the fence to her right. âThe gelding ainât here.â
She looked at him from the corner of her eye. Bristly gray whiskers sprouted from his jaw. He could speak well if he wanted, if he respected the person he was talking to.
She wet her lips. âWhat do you mean, Spark isnât here?â
His hat shadowed the eyes as blue as her own, but he squinted down at her all the same. Hard as the distant mountains. âHeâs a highly trained rodeo horse, worth a lotta money. Couldnât expect me to keep him âround when you canât ride him anymore and a profit can be made. Your last doctorâs appointment made me realize that.â
Calli pivoted so quickly it wrenched her hip. She ignored the pain in her body, so much less than the anguish in her heart. She spoke through the shock. âSpark is my horse. I gave you the money for him.â
Her dad shrugged. âI bought the gelding from the racetrack. The horse was registered in my name. Iâm the owner of Rocking Bar T and everything on it.â
âExcept for Spark. I paid for him,â Calli said through clenched teeth.
His stance was still casual. âHuh. My name is on the papers. And who paid for that horseâs keep when it was young? I did.â
Money wasnât the issue. Love was. Giving and receiving love was everything. Sheâd needed something to love and return that love in her life. âHow could you do this? I love him.â