Andrea headed toward the backyard
At the first window she came to, she cupped her hands against the glass and peered in, but the view was blocked by stacked boxes. She continued to the back door, where she knocked loudly.
She banged on the door two more times. Finally, when it was clear no one was going to answer, Andrea grabbed the doorknob and jerked it sharply. As it had in her childhood, the latch opened. She shook her head. How many times had she and her sister snuck inside after curfew using that very same trick?
She called out. âVicki? Itâs me. Are you in here?â
Andrea had been a paramedic for almost six years. Sheâd worked east Los Angeles and had gone into countless situations following 911 calls. Most of them were routine. Some of them were false alarms. But the minute she arrived on scene, she always knew if something was truly wrong. She wasnât sure how, but she could tell. The air vibrated in an odd way and even the light seemed different to her. Her co-workers had teased her at first, then had come to depend on her.
She was two steps into the kitchen when she froze.
Something in this house was wrong.
Very wrong.
Dear Reader,
When I was in the first grade, I stopped talking. This will come as a surprise to those who know me now, but it is the truth. My family moved in the middle of the school year, and after I joined my new class, where I knew no one and didnât really want to know anyone, I decided I would no longer speak.
My mother and father accepted the news with the same equanimity they gave almost every crisis in our household. No one got hysterical or rushed me to the doctor or even made a big deal out of my silence. I talked at home, you see; I just wouldnât say anything at school.
As the weeks went past and I continued my boycott on words, my mother, God bless her soul, sensed my loneliness. Every day in my lunch box I would find a note from her. As I ate my ham sandwichâalways on white bread with the crusts cut off, pleaseâI would read her letters.
Looking back, I ask myself, how did she have the time? My sister was in high school then, my brother in diapers. Surely she had more important things to do than write her stubborn seven-year-old love letters.
If you were to ask me why I did what I did, I wouldnât be able to explain, but by the end of that school year I decided to talk again. Thirty years passed before I learned other children do the same thing, and now thereâs even a name for the condition. Itâs called Selective Mutism. Strangely enough, all the articles Iâve read tell parents not to panic or make a big fuss. The experts say it will pass in time and it generally does.
When I sat down to write Silent Witness I knew I wanted to tell the story of a child who chose not to speak. In my book, Kevin has a much more traumatic reason to stay quiet than most children, but in a childâs world, everything is relative.
I hope you enjoy reading this story as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Kay David
This is a special thank-you to all the dedicated teachers who have helped me through the years and continue to do so. Two in particular, Dan Chaney and Linda Winder, stand out because of their tireless efforts and endless patience. One taught me how to read and the other taught me how to write. Iâll always be grateful.
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
THEY SAY YOU CANâT go home again. But invariably something draws you back to the place where you grew up.
Andrea Hunt turned her Jeep onto Beach Road and wondered what that something was. A desire for reassurance? A quest for lost youth? The chance to do things over?
She didnât know, but when sheâd had to leave Los Angeles or lose her mind, Andrea had instinctively headed for Courage Bay. She had needed to heal her hurts and think about the direction her life should take. Home had been the only choice. The sparkling bay waters and sandy white beaches of southern California offered a refuge like no other.
Now, Andreaâs older sister, Vicki, had followed her lead and come back to Courage Bay, too. And her situation was truly awful.
Andrea had to regroup, but Vicki had come back because her life had fallen apart big-time. Sheâd gone through a disastrous marriage, then an even more disastrous divorce and now she had no job, no husband and no plans. The only bright spot in her life, sheâd told Andrea, was Kevin, her six-year-old son.
Turning right, Andrea drove up the steep road to the house where she and her sister had grown up. A few years back, their mom and dad had bought a home higher up one of the cliffs, but theyâd kept the bungalow fully furnished and rented it. When Vicki had announced her homecoming, the place had been empty, and theyâd insisted she take it for herself and Kevin.