âIs it mine?â Adam asked.
âNo.â The denial shot like a bullet through the air.
He knew Eve well enough to know that the child was his no matter what she said to the contrary. The time to back away, to pretend sheâd never been part of his life, was over. Eve and their unborn child were at risk. They needed his protection.
âIs this why you left?â he asked, his eyes indicating her swollen abdomen. âBecause you found out you were pregnant?â
âNo,â she retorted hotly. âI left because I found out that you were a drug dealer.â
It took her a second to realize that the sigh she heard echoing in the small, converted bedroom that served as her office was her own.
Lost in thoughts of the past and preoccupied, Dr. Eve Walters had thought that the deep sigh had come from Tessa, the German shepherd sheâd rescued from a sadistic owner a little more than two years ago. On occasion Tessa, currently curled up under her desk, was given to sighing just like a human being. Considering the life sheâd led both B.R.âbefore rescueâand A.R.âafter rescueâthe sighs were more than merited. Before, Eve was certain, the dogâs sighs had been of the fearful, hopeless variety while now, with Tessaâs weight a third more than what it had been when sheâd first been rescued, the German shepherdâs sighs sounded as if she was exceedingly content with her new life and just couldnât believe her good fortune.
Lately, Eve had become aware of sighing a great deal herself, as if she couldnât catch her breath. And couldnât believe the twists and turns that had brought her to this point.
She supposed she could just shrug her shoulders and attribute her deeps sighs to the fact that she wasnât accustomed to carrying around this much weight, but if she were being honest, the cause for her sighs went a great deal deeper. Never in her wildest dreams did Eve think she would find herself in this position: approaching thirty in a few months, single, alone and very, very pregnant.
Tears suddenly gathered in her eyes and she held them back by sheer will. God, but she was emotional lately. Well, she was not going to cry. She wasnât.
Another sigh escaped.
How in heavenâs name had she come to this state?
Okay, she was gregarious and fun-loving, but never, ever would anyone have called her reckless. She was always known as the stable one, the one everyone else turned to in times of crisis.
When her mother, Evelyn, had died suddenly on Eveâs second day of middle school, Eve was the one who was there for her veterinarian father, Warren, and her older sister, Angelaânot the other way around. This while she secretly yearned for someone to comfort her. But she couldnât indulge herself, couldnât sink into self-pity no matter how much she wanted to. Others depended on her. And she always came through.
Beneath her genial, warm smile she was the living embodiment of the old adage, âLook before you leap.â Not only did she look, she would take out a surveyorâs level and plot every single step from there to here each and every time. It wasnât that she didnât like surprises; she just didnât like being caught unaware. And it certainly wasnât like her to give in to impulse and allow herself to be so completely swept away, especially by a man sheâd hardly known.
A man she didnât know at all, Eve thought bitterly.
Eve blew out a breath and dragged a hand through the flowing mane of wayward dark blond hair. She stared at the computer screen on her laptop, silently seeking answers she knew werenât about to materialize. Barring that, she needed a distraction.
My kingdom for a distraction, she thought whimsically.
After shutting down the animal hospital for the night, the animal hospital that had once borne only her fatherâs nameplate across the front door and where she had grown up, surrounded by animals in need of care and a kind, gentle father, Eve had gone home and retreated to her inner office. Sheâd turned on her computer to do a little research into the condition of the near-blinded dachshund that had been brought in today, searching for a possible way to reverse, or at least halt the condition. Searching, she supposed, for a miracle.
How sheâd gotten to a chat room for expectant single moms was almost as mysterious to her as how sheâd gotten in this condition in the first place.
Actually more so, she mused.
Of course she knew all about the mechanics of becoming pregnant, but it was how and why sheâd gotten to that point that utterly mystified her. In hindsight, it just didnât seem possible.