AVON
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First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2015
Copyright © Michelle Gorman 2015
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Pixie rejoined our little group, muttering as she shot dirty looks at Pam, our Slimming Zone consultant and weekly bearer of bad news.
âIâve had it,â she said. âDo you know how much weight Iâve lost in the last four years? Do you? I worked it out over Christmas. Seventy-six pounds. Thatâs two hundred and sixty thousand calories I havenât enjoyed,â she continued, saving us calculating that depressing equation. âAnd do you know how much weight Iâve gained back?â Her hazel eyes glinted.
Glances bounced between Ellie and Jane and me. I wouldnât answer that question if water-boarded.
âAll but seven pounds. Itâs taken me years to lose what I could have flushed down the loo with a minor bout of dysentery. Iâd have been better off drinking the water on holiday in Morocco.â
âYouâve just hit a wall, thatâs all,â said Ellie. âIt happens to everyone. Youâll feel better next week.â
âIt feels like the Great Wall of China, love.â She shook her head. âWhy should next week be any better, or the week after that?â
Ellie was flummoxed by such blasphemy. âIt just will be. Youâve got to stick with it. Pam saysââ
âI know what Pam says, Ellie. Iâve been coming here for four years. Four years. Iâve lost seven pounds. Iâm sick of it. Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?â She gestured around the room, to the crowd of new faces. Post-Christmas optimists. By Easter theyâd be as bitter as Pixie.
âBecause we love each other and get to see each other every week here,â said Ellie. âYouâre my best friends. Katie and I wouldnât have met you if it wasnât for Slimming Zone.â
Weâd joined not long after Pixie did, and I couldnât have been more grateful to have Ellie at my side. Iâd looked forward to that first meeting about as much as my familyâs annual visit to Great Aunt Bernardine, who smelled of cats and liked to explain to me why I was single.
Weâd entered the church hall fearing the worst. Would they announce our weight in booming voices tinged with judgement? Would everyone laugh? Was the rest of the group only there to lose those stubborn last five pounds, making us the elephants in the room?
We neednât have worried. Everyone was friendly and supportive. Nobody announced pounds gained, only pounds lost. And as Ellie just pointed out, thatâs how we met Jane and Pixie. They were already friends, Jane having joined about a year before Pixie. They might seem like opposites but Slimming Zone had brought them together, as it had us all.