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First published in Great Britain by Harper 2016
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Source ISBN: 9780008118471
Ebook Edition © March 2016 ISBN: 9780008118488
Version: 2016-01-13
Nancy stared out of the kitchen window at the piles of rubble across the street, where six houses had once stood. The space was due to be developed soon, and weeds grew between the cracks in the concrete, giving it a desolate air that echoed the feeling in her young heart. Every one of those terraced houses had been bombed during the terrible Blitz that had decimated the area round her home. Poplar and Bethnal Green had caught it as much as anywhere, because of their close proximity to the Docks. Other people said it was a miracle that the houses this side of the street had escaped the bombs, but Nancy wished that hers had been demolished that same night. Perhaps then she wouldnât be here, living in fear and misery, waiting for Pa to return from his job in the machinery works down by the Docks.
It was the 23rd of December 1947. Soon it would be the special, holy day that families looked forward to spending together â not that it would make any difference in this house. Nancy knew she would receive no presents from her parents and the only small gift her brother had was the colouring book and crayons sheâd bought with what sheâd taken from the housekeeping pot. Nancy felt no guilt for spending the few pennies on a gift and some sweets. If she hadnât walked all over the market to save money buying their Christmas dinner of scrag end of lamb, which sheâd make into a tasty casserole with carrots, onions and potatoes, there would have been nothing left â and if she hadnât spent it on Terry, her mother would have taken it for drink.
Tears stung her eyes but she rubbed them away with the backs of her hands, which were red and stung from the soda sheâd put in the water to soak Terryâs sheets. Heâd wet the bed again and if Pa came home and smelled stale urine heâd belt Terry, Ma and her â no, heâd reserve a different kind of punishment for her; one that turned her stomach sour and made her burn with resentment. What Pa did to her wasnât right, for all he claimed it was his due for feeding and housing them all.