How did you tell someone about the blackness of your soul?
How did you seek absolution from the one person who could never give it: yourself?
âIâm ready.â
Jacob whirled around, blinking several times before he could focus properly on the vision in front of him. Mollie frowned.
âJacob?â she asked, hesitation in his name. âAre you all right?â
Too late Jacob realised he was still in thrall to his memories. âSorry, I was a million miles away.â
She took a step forward. âIt wasnât a nice place, wherever it was.â
âNo,â Jacob agreed quietly. âIt wasnât.â He gazed down at her, taking in her slender frame swathed in lavender silk. âYou look beautiful, Mollie.â The dress clung to her curves and her skin was pale and covered with a shimmering of golden freckles. He wanted to touch her, brush her mouth with his lips. He took a step away.
Jacob knew he would need every lesson heâd learned in order to resist the greatest temptation heâd ever faced, far more than a whisky bottle or a clenched fist: the intoxicating sweetness of Mollie Parker.
KATE HEWITT discovered her first Mills & Boon® romance on a trip to England when she was thirteen, and sheâs continued to read them ever since. She wrote her first story at the age of five, simply because her older brother had written one and she thought she could do it too. That story was one sentence longâfortunately theyâve become a bit more detailed as sheâs grown older.
She has written plays, short stories, and magazine serials for many years, but writing romance remains her first love. Besides writing, she enjoys reading, travelling, and learning to knit.
After marrying the man of her dreamsâher older brotherâs childhood friendâshe lived in England for six years and now resides in Connecticut, with her husband, her three young children, and the possibility of one day getting a dog.
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WOLFE MANOR was no more than a darkened hulk in the distance when Mollie Parkerâs cab pulled up to its gates.
âWhere to now, luv?â the driver called over his shoulder. âThe gates are locked.â
âThey are?â Mollie struggled to a straighter position. Sheâd been slumped against her bags, the fatigue from her flight catching up with her, making her content to doze gently in the warm fug of the taxi. âStrange, they havenât been locked in ages.â She shrugged, too tired to consider the conundrum now. Perhaps some local youths had been wreaking havoc up at the old manor house yet again, throwing stones at the remaining windows or breaking in for a lark or a dare. The police might have needed to take matters a step further than they usually did. âNever mind,â Mollie told the cabbie. She reached into her handbag for a couple of notes. âYou can just drop me here. Iâll walk the rest of the way.â
The cabbie looked sceptical; not a single light twinkled in the distance. Still, he shrugged and accepted the money Mollie handed him before helping her take her two battered cases out of the cab.
âYou sure, luv?â he asked, and Mollie smiled.
âYes, my cottage is over there.â She pointed to the forbiddingly tall hedge that ran alongside the gates. âDonât worry. I could find the way with my eyes closed.â Sheâd walked the route between the gardenerâs cottage and the manor many times, when Annabelle had been living there. Her friend had rarely left the estate, and Mollie, the gardenerâs tear-away daughter, had been one of her only friends.
But now Annabelle was long gone, along with her many brothers; Jacob, the oldest, had started the exodus when heâd turned his back on his family at only eighteen years old. Heâd left the manor house to slowly moulder and ruin without a single thought of who might age along with it.
Mollie shrugged these thoughts away. She was only thinking this way because she was tired; the flight from Rome had been delayed several hours. Yet as the cab drove off and she was left alone in the dark without even the moon to cheer her or light her way, she realised it was more than mere fatigue that was making her rake up old memories, old feelings.
After six months travelling through Europe, six months sheâd put aside, selfishly, just for herself and her own pleasure, coming home was hard. Coming home was lonely. There was nobodyâhad been nobody for so longâliving at Wolfe Manor except her.
And she wouldnât be here very long, Mollie told herself firmly. Sheâd pack up the last of her fatherâs things and find a place in the village or perhaps even the nearby market town, somewhere small and clean and bright, without memories or regrets. She thought of the notebook in her case with all of her new landscaping ideas, a lifetime of energy and thought just waiting to be given wings. Roots. And she would make it happen. Soon.