Chapter One
Gwen loved this walk from the elevator, when the slippery lining of her trench coat caressed her bare skin and the only sound was the crush of carpet beneath her heels in the quiet hallway. Occasionally she passed another guest, but this time of evening most had already left for their dinner and entertainment.
Her senses sharpened as she drew closer to her own entertainment. Her deep inhalation caused warmed satin to shift against her nipples. Tingles of anticipation flowed down behind her navel into the place already heating between her thighs.
This was becoming an addiction, she knew that, and like every addict, she didnât care about anything except getting her fix. She knocked on the door.
He didnât keep her waiting. He never did. Not for the opening of the door, at least. Once they were into it, he could be a complete bastard and torture the hell out of her with making her wait, but she was always on time for their appointment and so was he.
Which a part of her wanted to interpret as him looking forward to their sessions as much as she did, but she was a realist, not a romantic. Her life was about rules and protocol and being polite instead of revealing your true feelings. Therefore, she found herself fighting the beaming grin that wanted to break across her face and offering him her cool Lady Hamilton-Smythe barely-there smile.
That was, after all, the bitch who was meant to be exorcised tonight.
But appearing aloof was hard when his mouth pulled into a sneer of dismay at her white wig with its prism of color streaked over her left eyebrow.
Call me Hayes, heâd said at their first meeting. She didnât know if that was because of the deceptive color of his eyes, shifting between brown and green with his level of arousal, or whether it was his real name, first or last. She only knew that sheâd looked into those clear, steady eyes at their initial meeting and trusted, blindly and probably very stupidly, but here she was. Again.
He was only wearing his jeans, as if heâd thrown off his shirt in a fit of overheating. Another hint that she affected him as strongly as he affected her, but she squelched the yearning for an emotional connection and focused on the physical. Tanned skin stretched taut over gorgeous shoulders, hard pecs and washboard abs as he hooked one disgusted hand at his waist, the other continuing to hold the door open.
Behind his fly, he was hard, making her pulse lunge into a gallop.
âNo,â he said flatly, demanding that she lift her gaze to his uncompromising stare. She took in the whole of his face with his stubbled jaw set in displeasure, his black hair getting long again and messy, as if heâd run his fingers through it. His mouth, dear God that erotic mouth with the stern peaks on his upper lip and the wide thick line of his lower, shortened at this moment into a statement of dictatorship.
He almost always treated her like this, like he was one of the many arrogant, titled SOBs who ran her life, only occasionally softening into something that was so warm and melting and dangerous, she refused to dwell on it.
âI can do what I like,â she scoffed, saying exactly what she always wanted to say to all those aristocrats and traditionalists. She walked past him into the room, deliberately leaving her case in the hall.
She liked to do that sometimes, treat him like a stable hand. When she wanted to provoke him. After the hellish week sheâd had, she was looking for not just a fight, but a war.
He released the door and let it slam shut without retrieving the case.
Her stomach plummeted in dread. Wrong day to take this stand. Her whole life was in that case at the moment. Not just new toys, but a personal item sheâd retrieved from her anonymous post box here in London. She hadnât had the nerve to open it, but she hadnât felt comfortable leaving it in the boot of her car either. The paparazzi were on her badly enough as it was. If they got hold of that secret, sheâd be destroyed.
âWeâre not doing this then?â she asked testily, fighting panic as she heard herself issue an ultimatum she couldnât live with. She needed this.
Him.
Oh God, what a lowering admission. She prayed he didnât realise how much.