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This eBook first published in Great Britain as In The Skin of a Jihadist by HarperCollinsPublishers in 2015
Copyright © 2015 by Anna Erelle
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Originally published in France in 2015 by Éditions Robert Laffont under the title Dans la peau d’une djihadiste
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FOR ÉRIC AND NOËL
FOR PAULINE AND JÉRÔME
Only voluntary, inspired self-restraint can raise man above the world stream of materialism. . . . Even if we are spared destruction by war, our lives will have to change if we want to save life from self-destruction.
ALEKSANDR SOLZHENITSYN, “A WORLD SPLIT APART,”
HARVARD UNIVERSITY COMMENCEMENT ADDRESS, JUNE 8, 1978
The following events took place during the spring of 2014, two months before the Islamic State occupied Mosul, the second-largest city in Iraq, and its leader, Abu Bakr al-Baghdadi, declared a worldwide caliphate.
Cover
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
Paris, ten days earlier
The same night
Saturday morning
That night
Sunday night
Monday
Monday, 8 p.m.
Monday, 9:30 p.m.
Mélodie
Thursday
Thursday, 10 p.m.
A few days later
In the afternoon
The same day, 5:30 p.m.
Monday, 7:30 p.m.
Monday, 8 p.m.
Two days later
The next day
Thursday
Friday
Four days later
Wednesday night
Early the next morning
Friday the 25th
Amsterdam, Friday, 6 p.m.
Friday, 9 p.m.
Friday, 10 p.m.
Saturday morning
Paris, Sunday afternoon
Two days later, at the magazine
The same day, in the evening
Five days later
Tuesday
Eight months later
About the Author
“Listen to me! I love you more than I’ve loved anyone. You should be here with me. I can’t stand to think of you in that corrupt country. I’ll protect you. I’ll shelter you from the world’s evils. When you come to live with me, you’ll see what a paradise me and my men are building. You’ll be amazed. Here, people care about each other. They respect each other. We’re one big family, and we’ve already made a place for you—everyone is waiting for you! You should see how happy the women are here. They used to be like you—lost. One of my friends’ wives has arranged a program for your arrival. After your shooting lessons, she’ll take you to a very beautiful store, the only one in the country that sells fine cloth. I’ll pay for everything. You’ll establish your own little world here with your new friends. I’m so excited for you to be here. Mélodie, my wife! Hurry up; I can’t wait.”
Mélodie stares into her computer screen, admiring the strong man eighteen years her senior. She loves him, even if she’s only ever seen him on Skype.
“Do you really love me?” Mélodie murmurs, her voice childish and frail.
“I love you for the sake of Allah. You are my treasure, and the Islamic State is your home. Brick by brick, we’ll build a better world, a place where kafirs>* won’t be allowed, and we’ll carve a name for ourselves in history. I’ve found a huge apartment for you! If you bring friends, I’ll find an even bigger one. You’ll take care of orphans and the wounded during the day, while I’m fighting. We’ll spend our evenings together . . . insha’Allah*.”
Mélodie feels loved. She feels useful. She’s been looking for purpose in her life: now she’s found it.
I was frustrated that Friday night as I left the editorial offices of a magazine where I do freelance work. The paper had received a letter from a lawyer forbidding me from publishing an article I’d written about a young female jihadist. I had just spent two days in Belgium with Samira, the girl’s mother. Her daughter ran away to Syria a year before to join Tarik, the man of her life and a fanatic devoted to the Islamic State’s cause. Naïve and blind with emotion, Leila>* wanted to live with her great love. A bullet to the heart ended his twenty years and one spring. Samira was hopeful when she learned of the death of the man she’d been forced to consider her son-in-law. With Tarik dead, Samira saw no reason for her daughter to stay in the tragically war-torn country, but Leila was clear: she now belonged to that sacred land and wanted to do her part in the fight to create a religious state in the Middle East. With or without her husband. Tarik had been an emir,