He wanted to argue with her, the urge to spill the whole ugly tale so powerful it felt like poison in his gut.
His leg was bad. It couldnât do the same things heâd once asked of it. But he was stronger now than he had been in the middle of that burning hell.
Heâd never known that level of utter helplessness before in his life. He prayed to God heâd never know it again.
He willed Susannah to step back from him, to take away her soft warmth, her sweet scent, her gentle, disarming gaze.
Of course, being Susannah, she stepped closer, her hands lifting to his cheeks, ensnaring him. âI have no idea what to say to you,â she said, her voice a whisper. âI donât know what you need.â
You, he thought with growing dismay. I just need you.
Prologue
Smoky Joeâs Saloon had never pretended to be anything more than a hillbilly honky-tonk, a hole in the wall on Old Purgatory Road that served cold beer, peanuts roasted in the shell and a prodigious selection of Merle Haggard hits on the ancient jukebox in the corner.
At the moment, âThe Fightinâ Side of Meâ blasted through the jukeboxâs tinny speakers, an apt sound track for the bar brawl brewing around the pool table in the corner.
Two men circled the table like a pair of wary Pit Bulls, eyes locked in silent combat. The older of the two was also the drunker, a heavyset man with bloodshot eyes and a misshapen nose, mottled by red spider veins. He seemed to be the aggressor, from Alexander Quinnâs vantage point at a table in the corner of the small bar, but the younger, leaner man had shown no signs of trying to de-escalate the tension.
On the contrary, an almost frantic light gleamed in his green eyes, a feral hunger for conflict that Quinn had noticed the first time heâd ever laid eyes on the man.
His name was Hunter Bragg, and heâd finally found the trouble heâd been looking for all night.
âCome on, Toby, you know heâs going to beat the hell out of you the second you take a swing. Then Iâm going to have to call the police and youâve already got a couple of D and Ds on your record this year, donât you?â The reasonable question, uttered in a tone that wavered somewhere between sympathy and annoyance, came from the bartender, a burly man in his early sixties with shoulder-length salt-and-pepper hair and a gray-streaked beard. He was dressed like most of the patrons, in jeans and a camouflage jacket over a T-shirt that had been through the wash a few times, dulling its original navy color to a smoky slate blue.
He was the âJoeâ of Smoky Joeâs Saloon, Joe Breslin, an Army vet whoâd opened the bar with his savings after deciding not to re-up decades earlier when the trouble in Panama was starting to heat up. Heâd packed on a few pounds and lost a few steps since his military days, but Quinn had seen him in action a few nights earlier when another loudmouthed drunk had taken the angry young manâs bait and lived to regret it.
âHeâs askinâ for an ass-kickinâ, Joe!â the man named Toby complained, shooting a baleful look at Hunter Bragg. âI donât care if he is a damn war hero.â
âIâm no hero,â Bragg growled, the feral grin never faltering.
âBragg, I donât want to kick you out of my bar, I really donât,â Joe said. âBut if you donât shut your damn trap and stop picking fights, Iâm gonna. You think your sister needs any more trouble?â
Braggâs gaze snapped toward the bartender at the mention of his sister. âShut up.â
Breslin held up his hands. âJust sayinâ. Sheâs already got enough on her plate, donât she?â
âShut up!â Bragg howled, the sound of a wounded animal. Chill bumps scattered down Alexander Quinnâs spine and, on instinct, his hand went to the pistol hidden under his jacket.
Toby took a couple of staggering steps backward until he bumped into the wall, dislodging some darts from the board that hung near the pool table. âYouâre crazy, man.â