Who can you ever really trust?
DI Matt Winston made his name in the force when he solved the terrible murder of toddler Jack Randall. But 5 years on, he is still dealing with the fallout from the case that made his career. Lucy, Jackâs mother, breaks off their relationship, and he finds himself battling with his old demons.
But determined to get his career back on track, the Chief puts him on the murder of Kitty Lewis, a local prostitute. Matt assumes itâs another sorry, but all too common, street dispute that has turned nasty. Another nameless girl with no-one to miss her. But as he probes deeper into the case, he starts to uncover potential connections to the paedophile ring that his colleagues thought they had disbanded the previous year. Suddenly his low-profile case has the potential to send shockwaves through a community already devastated by a system that failed to protect the cityâs most vulnerable girls.
What really happened to Kitty the night she was murdered? There is only one person who was with her just before she died, and unknowingly, she holds the key to everything. But can Matt find her? And will Kittyâs haunting presence help her bring the killer to justice?
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When I Wasnât Watching
Eyes Wide Open
Michelle Kelly
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MICHELLE KELLY
is a mother, writer and teacher from the West Midlands in the UK. She began writing for a living in 2013 and is the author of three historical romances for Harlequin Mills and Boon, including the Regency story The Rake of Glendir, the Paranormal Investigations Agency series for Xcite Books, and a cosy mystery series for St Martinâs Press in the US, beginning with âDownward Facing Deathâ in February 2016. Eyes Wide Open is her second crime novel for HQ Digital, following When I Wasnât Watching in 2014.
For Scarlett. Because youâre not alone any more.
For Sophie. Because you said those words to me when I most needed to hear them. I love you babygirl.
Part One
âIâm not afraid of the darkness outside. Itâs the darkness inside I donât like.â
(Shelagh Delaney)
You can close your eyes to reality, but not to memories
(Stanislaw Jerzy Lec)
Coventry, 2014
My heels jab the pavement like knives. Any other girl would be balanced precariously in these boots, tottering unsteadily even without the influence of any illicit substance, but I wear mine like weapons. One of the tools of my trade.
Itâs cold out tonight, the wind lashing my thighs under the hem of my ridiculously short skirt. Another tool. For practical purposes as well as image; it makes for easy access. The other women are lined up the road like soldiers, each inhabiting their own particular spot. We all look the same in the dark; interchangeable.
And then I see her. Tottering down the pavement looking lost.
From the distance she could easily be one of us; same outfit, same big hair, too much makeup. Only when she comes closer can I see that she isnât one of us after all, that she doesnât have that grubby hollow-eyed look about her, or any faded bruises not quite covered by cheap concealer, or tell-tale marks in the crook of her arm. And anyway, itâs her walk that gives her away. She looks like sheâs going somewhere.
I donât know why I do it. The other girls are looking at this stranger in our ranks as if she might be a threat, a new worker trying to find a patch, or as if she could be prey, with a well-padded purse to plunder. Thereâs no reason for me to care.
Yet I go up to her, smiling in a way that I hope looks friendly.
âGot a fag?â I say, in my most non-threatening manner. She looks at me, her eyes a little unfocused, swaying on her part-time stilettos. Her lips are glossy, her teeth white and even. If I was in any doubt, the teeth give it away. None of us has teeth like that.