For the moment, there were no shadows across Calliâs heart.
Only a warm, sunny glow. One that had faded long, long ago.
She relaxed, snug in police officer Luke Northrupâs safe embrace.
This was what she needed, Calli realized. Luke. Witty and compassionate, stubborn yet funny, he knew who and what he was. He had his priorities straightâfatherhood first, law enforcement secondâand he didnât require anyone to affirm his convictions.
Yes, Sergeant Luke Northrup was a man of integrity.
Calli sadly backed away from him.
For the last thing he needed was a woman with none.
CAROL STEWARD
Carol Steward has always been creative. She says, âWhen I was sixteen, I bought my first key chain. It said Bloom Where Youâre Planted, and Iâve tried to follow that advice ever since.â She eventually followed Godâs leading to write inspirational stories about men and women overcoming insurmountable obstacles to find that special person who, along with Christ, can make their life complete.
Colorado has been home to Carol for more than thirty-two years. She and her husband have also lived in Wyoming and North Dakota. Their three teenagers keep their lives from becoming mundane. Together, their family enjoys sports, camping and discovering Coloradoâs beauty.
Having volunteered for several organizations, Carol encourages others to strive to learn something from each opportunity. âRaising my family is a very rewarding priority in my life. Their love and encouragement continually inspires my own personal growth.â
Carol is a full-time child-care provider, opening her heart and home to six additional preschool children. She finds it very rewarding nurturing Godâs little miracles. She also enjoys exercising her creativity through tole-painting, sewing, needlework and cake decorating. Refinishing furniture and collecting Noahâs Ark pieces are just a few of the extras that keep Carol busy in her âspareâ time.
For when we were with you, we told you beforehand that we were to suffer affliction; just as it has come to pass, and as you know. For this reason, when I could bear it no longer, I sent that I might know your faith, for fear that somehow the tempter had tempted you and that our labor would be in vain.
â1 Thessalonians 3:4-5
To my father, Tom Bohannan, for a lifetime of insight on law enforcement and showing me that thereâs a hero in each of us. Ken, Todd, Tim, Ed and the Greeley Police Department for their insights and for letting me experience firsthand the excitement and danger of police work.
My husband and kids for their never-ending encouragement. Anne for having faith in my ability to write this story. Helen, Sally, Ellen, LeAnn, Lynn, Margaret, Linda and Bette for motivating me to write through this challenging year. And to the Creator for inspiring me to share these stories.
Calli Giovanni walked through the stained-glass doors praying that she would someday experience the peace of forgiveness.
Why canât I let it go?
âYou canât get discouraged,â her cousin Hanna said, following her through the doors. âDonât expect healing to happen all at once. It isnât easy. Like tonightâs speaker said, itâs one miserable step at a time. For tonight, go home. Stop patrolling.â
âI canât, Hanna. I would think youâd understand. He was my kid brother. I want justice served. I canât let it go.â
âI do understand, Calandre. More than you think.â Hanna took Calli by the shoulders. âWho canât you forgive, Calli? The killer? Or yourself, for not seeing Mike slip out of the house?â
Calli turned and stared into her cousinâs moist eyes. âNeither.â Her own tears dried up years ago. All that was left was this numbness. She was an emotional zombie.
âDonât you see what this is doing to you?â Hanna asked.
âItâs not worth it. You donât laugh. You donât cry. You barely exist.â Hanna paused, then unlocked her car door. âGo home. Itâs time for you to stop.â
Calli never finished her college degree. Her brother had been killed at the beginning of her last semester. Sheâd set new priorities. Priorities that cost her dearly. Her family, her fiancé, her happiness. All in hopes of finding answers. âThatâs easier said than done.â
Hanna hugged Calli. âYou can do it. Just donât give in. Sorry I have to rush off, but Iâm expecting a call at ninethirty. Take care.â Her petite cousin slid into her sports car and waved.