Malloryâs heart clenched like a fist in her chest.
âThank you,â she said after a momentâwhich seemed like a better option than Why donât you kiss me if you think Iâm beautiful? A me sensible option, anyway.
He was her husband. He thought she was beautiful. Mallory sat next to Torr, her pulse booming in the dark, enclosed space of the car. She was burningly aware of his hand on the gear-stick, of his massive, reassuring presence. The light from the dashboard illuminated his cheekbone, the edge of his mouth, the line of his jaw, and every time her eyes slid sideways to rest on his profile she felt hollow and slightly sick.
He was her husband. She ought to be able to lean across and put a hand on his thigh. They would share a bed when they went home tonight, but she ought to be able to turn to her husband for more than warmth. She ought to be able to press her lips to his throat, to trail her fingers down his stomach, to kiss her way along his jaw and whisper in his ear.
If he thought she was beautiful, he ought to want her to do that, surely?
Jessica Hart was born in West Africa, and has suffered from itchy feet ever since, travelling and working around the world in a wide variety of interesting but very lowly jobs, all of which have provided inspiration on which to draw when it comes to the settings and plots of her stories. Now she lives a rather more settled existence in York, where she has been able to pursue her interest in history, although she still yearns sometimes for wider horizons. If youâd like to know more about Jessica, visit her website www.jessicahart.co.uk
Dear Reader
When the sun shines, Scotland can be one of the most beautiful places in the world, and even when itâs raining I think it is one of the most romantic too. Thereâs something about the hills and the sea and the smell of the air there that brings up the hairs on the back of my neck. I love itâunlike my heroine, Mallory, who isnât at all impressed when she first arrives in the Highlands, but who gradually falls under the spell of the placeâ¦and of her own husband.
Although Mallory doesnât share my love of Scotland at the start of the book, weâre at one when it comes to dogs. Mine is a West Highland White Terrier called Mungo, now rather elderly, who sleeps under my feet while Iâm writing. Malloryâs Charlie is a mutt, but no less loveable. Heâs actually named after a cat, my much-loved tabby, Charlie, who sadly had to be put to sleep just before I began writing this book. I spent so much time thinking about Mallory and how important her dog was to her that I was nearly as fond of the fictional Charlie as of the real one by the time Iâd finished!
Jessica
For Louise, on her retirement from the CMS, with love
CHAPTER ONE
âTHIS year has seen record sales of Valentineâs Day cards, while florists report that red roses are still the most popular choice forââ
Mallory reached quickly for the remote control and pointed it at the television to switch off the tail-end of the news. She didnât want to be reminded about Valentineâs Day. This time last year Steve had surprised her with a trip to Paris. He had given her a diamond pendant and talked about when they would be married. It had been the happiest day of her life.
Instinctively, she lifted a hand to finger the tiny diamond that nestled at the base of her throat. She wore it still, in spite of everything.
At her feet, Charlie lifted his head from his paws, suddenly alert, and the next moment she heard the sound of a key in the front door.
Her husband was home.
Mallory dropped her hand abruptly.
Charlie was already on his feet, tail wagging. He trotted over to the door of the sitting room, whining and sniffing with anticipation, and would have started scratching at it if Mallory hadnât gone to open it for him. She knew he wouldnât settle until he had welcomed Torr home. He was a dog with a mind of his own.
Mallory had to acknowledge that Charlie wasnât the most beautiful dog in the worldâhe had a Labradorâs soft ears, a collieâs intelligent eyes and the bristly coat of a lurcher, but was otherwise a standard, scruffy mongrelâbut from the moment she had taken him home from the animal rescue shelter, seven years ago, he had followed her with a slavish adoration.
Perhaps it wasnât surprising that Charlie had been jealous of Steve. Heâd been used to being the centre of Malloryâs life before Steve came along, and the surly relationship between man and dog had been the only tiny cloud on her horizon in that otherwise golden time.
It was harder to understand the instant attachment he had formed for Torridon McIver, who spent little time with him or his mistress. Charlie was always delighted to see him, though, and didnât seem to mind that he rarely got more than a brusque acknowledgement of his presence in return.
When Mallory opened the door, Torr was standing in the hall, looking through the post she had left on the table for him. He was a tall, for-bidding-looking man, with dark hair, stern features and an expression that rarely gave anything away. Raindrops spangled his hair and the shoulders of his overcoat, winking in the overhead light.