Harry was smiling down into her face.
Jane could not maintain her animosity. She found herself smiling back at him.
âOh, do stop acting the fool, Harry. If you are referring to your behavior when I broke off our engagement, then of course I forgive you. It was a long time ago and we have both grown up since then.â
âSo we can be friends again?â
âWe can be friends.â
âThank you.â He bent and brushed his lips lightly against her cheek.
It was only a featherlight pressure, but it sent a surge of heat flowing right through her to her very toes. Her breath came out in a gasp and her hands rose and then fell uselessly to her sides. She stepped back from him, away from whatever it was that held her in thrall.
1811
J ane Hemingford was writing letters at her escritoire in the small parlour on the first floor of her London home, when her great aunt came bustling into the room in a fever of excitement. âJane, Mr Allworthy is here.â
âMr Allworthy? You mean Mr Donald Allworthy?â
âTo be sure. Who else should I mean?â Harriet Lane was a dumpy woman and the speed at which she had climbed the stairs had made her breathless. Her black lace cap had fallen over one ear and she straightened it as she spoke.
âBut it is barely ten oâclock, too early for morning calls. I am not dressed to receive him.â
âThen you had better change at once. He has gone into the library to speak to your papa and then I have no doubt you will be sent for.â
âSpeak to Papa? You surely do not mean he has come to offer for me?â
âThat is precisely what I do mean. Now make haste and pretty yourself up. I doubt he will be talking to your papa for long, there is nothing to dispute. He is very eligible.â
Jane was thunderstruck. Aunt Lane, who had been widowed many years before and had ever since lived in seclusion in Bath, had suddenly taken it into her head to pay a visit to her great-niece to âtake her in handâ. âIt is time you got over that old nonsense and began to think of finding a husband,â she had said.
âThat old nonsenseâ was a previous engagement to her second cousin, Harry Hemingford, which had ended in the most dreadful scandal that she did not even want to think about, much less discuss. It had been two and a half years before and she had put it behind her, but that did not mean she was ready to plunge into a new engagement, just because her aunt thought she should.
Since her aunt had arrived at the beginning of the Season, they had been out and about, going to routs, balls, picnics and tea parties, it was at one of the latter that she had met Donald Allworthy. She had seen him several times since in company with other young people and found him attractive and attentive, but never so attentive as to suggest to her that he was seriously considering proposing marriage. âBut, Aunt, I hardly know him. I certainly had no idea he was thinking of offering.â
âWhy should you? He is a perfect gentleman, he would not have spoken to you without your fatherâs permission.â
Not like Harry, in other words. Donald Allworthy was, Jane conceded, quite a catch, so why had he chosen her? She was not particularly beautiful, she decided, her nose was a mite too large and her brows were too fair. She had brown hair which in certain lights was almost auburn and a pink complexion which became even pinker when she was angry or embarrassed. She was not exactly angry now, but certainly disconcerted. âI do not have to receive him, do I?â
âOh, Jane, do not be such a goose. You are not a simpering schoolgirl, you are twenty years of age and should have been married by nowâ¦â
So I would have, she told herself, if I had married Harry. Aloud, she said, âI know, but that does not mean I should jump into the arms of the first man who offers.â
âHe is not the first man to offer, is he?â
âOh, Aunt, how could you speak of that, when I so much want to forget it?â
âI am sorry, dearest, but I must say what is in my mind. You did not choose very sensibly before, did you? Now you are a little older and wiser and, with me here to guide you, you are doing wonderfully well.â
Jane longed to tell her aunt she did not need that kind of guidance, but she was a tender-hearted, obedient girl and could not bear to hurt anyoneâs feelings. âI am very sensible of your concern for me, Aunt Lane, but I had no idea Mr Allworthy wished to marry me. Are you sure thatâs what he has come to see Papa about?â
âOh, I am sure. He spoke to me at Lady Pontefractâs ball, asked me if I thought Mr Hemingford would agree to see him and naturally I said I was sure he would. But I gave no such assurance on your seeing him. That is your decision, of course.â She sounded hurt, as if Janeâs refusal would be a personal slight on the efforts she had made to bring it all about.