âOkay, Cullen!â Harry said, handing him a cookie. âYou paint this one. Itâs a bell.â
âI see that.â
âSo paint it.â
âWith frosting,â Wendy qualified. âBut you should also wash your hands first.â
He was going to say no. Heâd never done anything like this in his life and he was too old to start now. But just the mention of the word frosting squeezed his heart. Unable to catch every word said about him, Harry had repeated what heâd thought he heard and called himself a âfrosting child.â He was a sweet little boy, left in the hands of a cold, sterile system. How could Cullen turn away the request of a child whoâd just lost his mother?
âOkay.â
Wendy smiled. Cullenâs heart tripped over itself in his chest. Now that they were in a comfortable environment heâd begun thinking of things a little more normally. But that wasnât necessarily good. Instead of envisioning off-the-wall images like sparkling angels when he looked at her, he was now thinking how heâd like to kiss the lips that had pulled upward into a smile.
But that was wrong. Theyâd be working together for the next weeks. Visions of angels were one thing. Actually wanting to kiss his temporary employee was another.
âIâVE hired a nurse.â
âReally?â Wendy Winston tried to sound surprised by her next-door neighborâs announcement, but she wasnât. Betsyâs cancer hadnât responded to treatment. Wendy had been able to help Betsy struggle through the aftereffects of the initial round of chemotherapy, but her friend needed real care now. Care beyond what a neighbor could provide.
âI appreciate all the help youâve given me over the past few weeks, but Iâll bet youâll be glad for the break.â
Fluffing the fat pillow before she slid it under Betsyâs head, Wendy laughed. âYou think Iâll be glad to go back to an empty house?â
Betsy frowned. âIâve always wondered why you didnât move back to your family in Ohio after your husband died.â
She shrugged. âMemories mostly. It seemed too abrupt just to leave when he died. I needed time to process everything.â
âItâs been two years.â
âI also have a job.â
âNo one stays away from family for a job.â
She grinned at Betsy. âWould you believe I canât sell that monstrosity I call a house?â
Betsy laughed.
âOne of these days Iâll have the kitchen and bathrooms remodeled and then I can put it on the market and go.â
Even Wendy heard the wistfulness in her own voice so she wasnât surprised when Betsy said, âIt makes you sad to think of leaving.â
âFour years ago I settled here with the assumption that Barrington would be my home. I canât shake the feeling that this is where I belong. No matter how alone I am.â
âWhy didnât you and Greg ever have kids?â
âHe wanted to be done with his residency before we even tried.â
âMakes sense.â
Wendy smiled sadly.
âBut it didnât make you happy.â
âIf weâd done what I wanted and had a child I wouldnât be alone right now.â She sighed. âNot that I only wanted a child to keep from being lonely. It was more than that. My whole life I longed to be a mom. But what Greg wanted always came first. Some days I struggle with that.â
âThatâs one of those tough choices that happens in a marriage. Nobodyâs fault.â
Wendy turned away. âYeah.â She wouldnât burden Betsy with stories of how her late husband had been so focused and determined that he frequently didnât even listen when she talked. She didnât want to give Betsy any more to worry about or the wrong idea. She had loved Greg and missed him so much after he died that she had genuinely believed she would never be happy again. But because he was so selfabsorbed, their marriage was far from perfect.
Silence stretched out in Betsyâs sunny bedroom as Wendy walked around the room tidying the dresser and bedside tables.
âYou know, it wonât be the nurseâs job to read Harry a story or tuck him in at night,â Betsy said, referring to her six-year-old son.
Wendy turned from the dresser.
âSo if you want to keep coming over to do that, I know it would make Harry happy. He loves it when you read to him.â
Wendy smiled. âI love it, too.â