âWeâll get married.â
Tashaâs whole body stilled. âWhy?â Because you love me?
âItâs an expedient solution,â Jared replied.
She felt as if her heart tore, and then shattered into a thousand pieces. âI donât want a marriage based on duty.â
His eyes darkened. âWeâre sexually compatible.â
On a scale of one to ten, sheâd agree that what they shared was a twenty. Mind-blowing. She hadnât experienced anything like it.
Aware she was dying inside, Tasha said, âPregnancy wasnât part of it. Nor was marriage.â
âYouâre carrying our child.â
SURPRISE, shock, were only two of the emotions swirling inside Tashaâs head as she walked from the doctorâs office and slid in behind the wheel of her car.
For seemingly endless minutes she sat staring sightlessly through the windscreen as the words echoed and re-echoed inside her head.
Eight weeks pregnant.
How could she be pregnant, for heavenâs sake?
A tiny bubble of hysterical laughter rose to the surface. She knew the how of it⦠She just didnât understand why, when sheâd taken the Pill as regular as clockwork and never missed.
Nothing was infallible, the doctor had informed as he listed a few exclusions. One of which proved startlingly applicable, pinpointing a nasty gastric-flu virus that had laid her low for a few days when she hadnât been able to keep anything down.
Including the Pill, obviously. Sufficient to throw protection from conception out the window for that month.
Dear heaven. The groan was inaudible as it echoed in her mind. What was she going to do?
She was twenty-seven, a corporate lawyer. A good one. She had a career, a partner. Her life was carefully plannedâ¦
Pregnancy wasnât on the agenda.
She closed her eyes, then opened them again.
Jared. Her heart lurched in tandem with her stomach. What would his reaction be?
One thing was sureâ¦his surprise would match or outstrip her own.
How would he accept fatherhood?
A few differing scenarios swept through her mind, from enthusiasm and warmth, supportâ¦to the opposite end of the spectrum.
No, a silent voice screamed from deep inside. Termination was out of the question. Without thought she placed a hand to her waistline in a gesture of protective reassurance.
There could be no question this child was Jaredâsâ¦but it was also hers. And no matter how Jared viewed its existence, she intended to have it. Life as a solo mother wouldnât be a piece of cake, but sheâd manage.
What if Jared proposed marriage? Oh, sure. Pigs flew, and cows jumped over the moon!
There was little doubt he viewed their relationship as permanentâ¦well, as permanent as any intimate liaison could be. Commitment, sans the sanctity of marriage.
Until now, sheâd been fine with the arrangement.
Except there was a third life to consider in this equation. Decisions would need to be made. Only then would she know which direction her life would take.
Without thinking she instinctively reached into her bag and retrieved her cell-phone, only to pause as she keyed in the first digit, then disconnect the call.
Jared was due in court this afternoon, and his cell-phone would be switched through to his rooms. Any direct contact would have to wait until this evening.
Besides, this sort of news should be imparted in person, not via a telephone!
She could, she decided, plan a special candlelit dinner, dress in a provocative little number, be openly seductive during the main, then deliver the news over dessert.
But not tonight. An unladylike curse slid from her lips with the sudden realisation they were due to dine out. A Law Society soirée, one of many organised throughout the year for differing reasons.
Tasha stifled a slip into black humour at the thought of imparting her news sotto voce as they mixed and mingled with the cityâs legal scions in the foyer of the grand hotel. Perhaps she could convey the information in a seductive whisper between the soup starter and the entrée?
He might very well choke, whereupon someone would have to administer the Heimlich manoeuvreâ¦and that would never do.
Better, perhaps, to be more circumspect. She could always call into a babywear boutique, purchase a pair of white knitted bootees and place them on his pillow. How was that for subtlety?
Tashaâs mind unconsciously slid to the man who was causing her so much griefâ¦and didnât know whether to smile or shed a few tears at the reflection.
Jared North was known as one of Brisbaneâs most sought-after barristers. In his late thirties, he was a brilliant man in his chosen field with the verbal skill to reduce the most hardened criminal to an insecure incoherent in the courtroom and tear the defence attorneyâs testimony to shreds.
Sheâd first met him three years ago at a dinner for the legal fraternity. His reputation preceded him, and, while sheâd seen his photo in newspapers and magazines, nothing prepared her for seeing the man in the flesh.