He had a solution, a melding of dreams. âLetâs share the farm.â
Her lashes came down, but not before Trace saw doubt cloud her fine brown eyes. âItâs our best chance, Thomasina. Two heads, two pairs of shoulders to bear the responsibility.â
If she said no, she could be cutting off the opportunity of a lifetime. Someone to help her shoulder a dream that had become too unwieldy. Someone capable. Someone whose abilities bolstered her confidence. But if she said yesâ¦Dear Lord, why wouldnât she say yes?
âYes!â She flung her arms around Traceâs neck. âYes! Yes!â
He caught a handful of her hair and held it to his cheek. âYouâre beautiful, Thomasina.â
She desperately wanted to believe him. But the child of her past spoke with crocodile jaws, taunting warnings that twisted like a knife between her ribs. She pulled away from him.
And he let her go.
The Midwestern farmhouse bedroom was decorated in cheery floral wallpaper with a gallery of pictures that spanned sixty years of two lives being lived as one. A dresser, night table and a black-lacquered wardrobe dulled by time and wear gleamed in soft lamplight On a quilt-draped blanket chest at the foot of the bed, the television flashed pictures without sound.
Thomasina Rose had spent bedside vigils in countless such rooms in her young career in home nursing. Hearing her patient stir, she lay her paperback novel aside and got up from her bedside chair.
âDo you need something, Milt?â she asked.
âKind of stuffy in here, isnât it?â Milt said.
Thomasina crossed to the window overlooking the garden and propped it open with a complimentary Chambers Lumberyard ruler. The rain had stopped. A cool predawn draft stirred lace curtains and blew the room clean of stuffy air.
âToo breezy?â she asked.
âNot for me.â At eighty-one, Milt Chambers was frail, but not beaten. He wheezed and coughed and reached for the oxygen lifeline, then inched his legs over the side of the bed. His joints creaked as he shuffled to his feet and made for the window, hissing beneath his breath.
Thomasina pushed the portable oxygen tank closer as he collapsed into the chair she had vacated.
âHigh octane.â Milt inhaled deeply, grinned at her and smacked his lips. âHits the spot. Get me some clothes, would you Tommy Rose?â
Thomasina took elastic-banded sweatpants and a T-shirt from the dresser drawer. âWould you like help dressing?â she asked.
âThanks, but Mary doesnât like me flashing this fine physique to the hired help.â
Thomasinaâs full mouth curved into a smile. âMaryâs a lucky woman. If you werenât already married, Iâd come courting myself.â
A grin split Miltâs seamed face. âIf youâre done telling an old man lies, run out to the garden and cut some flowers.â
âFor me?â asked Thomasina.
âWhat do you think?â
Undaunted by his sandpaper growl, Thomasina laughed. âIt was worth a try.â
A slow flush spread up Miltâs leathery neck, over his ears to the crown of his bald head. âPut âem in that knobby vase she likes and tell her theyâre from the milkman.â
Thomasina nodded and plucked her purse off the dresser. âIâll see you later, Milt.â
âNo, you wonât,â growled Milt. âIâm giving you time off for good behavior.â
âYou keep saying that, and youâll hurt my feelings,â said Thomasina.
âIt was rough seas for a while, Tommy Rose, but Iâm getting stronger every day,â claimed Milt. âI want my wife back where she belongs and you out, no offense.â
âNone taken.â Thomasina waved and smiled and went on her way.
She could hear Mary running water in the bathroom. The dairy barn was empty now, but a lifetime of beating the sun out of bed to milk had programmed Mary and Miltâs internal clocks. Thomasina tapped on the door on her way by. âIâm about ready to go, Mary.â