Chapter One
Detective Fallon
Detective Fallon seemed to have given up on shouting.
âIâve seen people get off by claiming insanity,â he said, sitting back in his chair. âConor, you ainât doing it right.â
âSo you donât think Iâm crazy then?â I asked.
âOh, I think youâre plenty crazy but not insane.â
âArenât they synonyms?â
âNot in my thesaurus. If you want to get off by reason of insanity you have to be a nutcase all the time, you know, with the drooling and the swatting at imaginary bats. You, on the other hand, kill your father and then act completely normal â except for claiming that Daddy was attacked by Imps and Pixies from Faerieland.â
âTir na Nog,â I corrected.
âSorry, from Tir na Nog.â
âAnd there are no Pixies in Tir na Nog.â
âLook, OâNeilâ â Detective Fallon leaned in and I could see he was inches away from returning to shouting mode â âyouâve been arrested for murder. Theyâve got a death penalty in this state.â
âI didnât kill my father â honest. If I killed him whereâs the body? If there is no body there canât be a murder.â
âYouâve been watching too much TV, OâNeil. You can fry without a body â trust me.â
âSo what do you suggest I do?â
Fallon softened back into his good-cop mode. âTell the truth.â
âOh that. I was kinda hoping you had a better suggestion.â
The truth â telling the truth is how I had gotten into this mess in the first place. As soon as I returned to what the Tir na Nogians call âthe Real Worldâ, all of the Real World problems crashed in on me like a tidal wave. Iâve never been very good at lying but what else could I do? Dadâs boss had reported him missing and the cops were waiting for me when I returned. They had lots of questions after finding the front door wide open and the living room trashed. I made up a lame excuse about a boisterous party and told them that Dad was on a spontaneous trip with old fishing buddies. The cops accepted that explanation, but as I later found out, they didnât believe it.
Sally was really mad at me. She went on and on about how worried she had been and how thoughtless I was for not getting in touch. The sad thing was I didnât care â not only about Sally but about pretty much everything. Whatâs that old saying? Home is where the heart is. Well, I had left my heart back in The Land.
Even though I missed the actual ceremony, apparently I had graduated high school. I forced myself to show up for enrolment at the University of Scranton but after just one day I knew I couldnât face it. What could a college professor teach me? What did they really know?
All food tasted like cardboard and, even worse, when I slept â I didnât dream. I remembered once telling Fergal that some of the Real World was like The Land but covered in a grey film. Now all of it seemed like that.
And then there was Essa. I knew it was unfair but I couldnât help comparing her with Sally â and Sally didnât match up â how could she? It didnât take a soothsayer to notice my thoughts were elsewhere. Sally finally had enough. She said I had changed, and she was right â we broke up.
I suppose I should have gotten a job but that seemed even more trivial than university, so I spent my time staring at the walls. I couldnât even stomach watching television.
The trouble really started when the electric company turned off the power. I hadnât opened any mail, let alone paid bills, but darkness forced me to do something about it. I had the PIN numbers to Dadâs bank accounts (well, he didnât need money any more, with him living on top of a gold mine). I can remember standing in front of the cash machine as Dadâs words swirled around in my head, âThere is nothing back there for you.â I hated it when he was right. I punched the buttons and withdrew a wad of cash. I didnât think I could feel any lower â I was wrong.