âI thought Iâd stay for a while,â Zack said.
Lizzie gasped. âBut that wouldnât be properâ¦â The thought of having Zack on the farm was disturbing.
She became unsettled when Zack put her in the focus of his dark gaze. âIâll send for my mudderâand my sister Esther,â he said easily. âThe three of us can stay there comfortably.â
Lizzie felt a feeling of dread. âButââ
âNot to worry, Lizzie Fisher.â He flashed her a friendly smile as he buttered the muffin. âIâll head home and then accompany them back to Honeysuckle. I wonât be moving in without someone as chaperone.â
But that wasnât all that concerned Lizzie. She couldnât help but wonder how long heâtheyâwould be staying. Why did he want to stay? Sheâd never met her mother-in-law or any of Abrahamâs siblings. What if they didnât like her? What if they judged her incapable of managing the farm and decided she was no longer needed?
Could she bear to be parted from her children?
Because, in her heart, they were her children, although she hadnât given birth to them.
What would the future hold?
Chapter One
Lancaster County, Pennsylvania
The apple trees were thick with bright, red juicy fruit waiting to be picked. Elizabeth King Fisher stepped out of the house into the sunshine and headed toward the twin apple trees in the backyard.
âYou sit here,â she instructed her three youngest children, whoâd accompanied her. She spread a blanket on the grass for them. âIâll pick and give them to you to put in the basket. Ja?â
âJa, Mam,â little Anne said as she sat down first and gestured for her brothers to join her.
Lizzie smiled. âYou boys help your sister?â Jonas and Ezekiel nodded vigorously. âGoot boys!â she praised, and they beamed at her.
âWhat do you think we should make with these?â she said as she handed three apples to Jonas. âAn apple pie? Apple crisp?â
âCandy apples!â Ezekiel exclaimed. He was three years old and the baby of the family, and he had learned recently about candy apples, having tasted one when theyâd gone into town earlier this week.
Lizzie grinned as she bent to ruffle his hair. Ezekiel had taken off his small black-banded straw hat and set it on the blanket next to him. âCandy apples,â she said. âI can make those.â
The older children were nowhere in sight. Elizabethâs husband, Abraham, had fallen from the barn loft to his death just over two months ago, and the family was still grieving. Lizzie had tears in her eyes as she reached up to pull a branch closer to pick the fruit. If only I hadnât urged him to get the kittens down from the loft...
Tomorrow would have been their second wedding anniversary. She had married Abraham shortly after the childrenâs mother had passed, encouraged strongly by her mother to do so. Sheâd been seventeen years old at the time, but sheâd been crippled her entire life.
âAbraham Fisher is a goot man, Lizzie,â she remembered her mother saying. âHe needs a mother for his children and someone to care for his home. You should take his offer of marriage, for in your condition you may not get another one.â
My condition, Lizzie thought. She suffered from developmental hip dysplasia, and she walked with a noticeable limp that worsened after standing for long periods of time. But she was a hard worker and could carry the weight of her chores as well as the rest of the women in her Amish community.